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TSCREAMOSOULT
Like a Bomb
Like a Bomb
Im standing here in this lobby full of life,
The hustle and bustle and commotion all about,
I stand here in my silence,
The ticking of a bomb is all I hear and feel,
I run my fingers over my chest,
I raise my hands to my Father for His mercy,
All I want is for Him to deactivate my heart,
This bombs running out of time,
I cant take this anymore,
My hands are trembling now,
I cant live this way much longer,
It is proof that life goes on around me but I stand still,
I wait for my heart to detonate,
I wait and stand in this fury of motion,
If you had the power to...would you heal me,
Would you pull the detonator out of my hand,
Would you reach deep into my soul and mend me up the right way,
Make me man...make me who I am,
Turn me back on track,
Would you?
Could you?
Save me.
9/14/06
As they look downward upon
As they look downward upon
07/07/06
As the volume increases in your ears,
As your head begins to swell and pulsate,
The pressure builds behind your eyes with every blink,
the hatred pierces itself through as your fingers cringe,
This uncontrollable urge to destroy,
To destroy your life and those who destroy yours,
A sense of urgency rises from within,
And your soul bursts with compassion and pure evil,
Your eyes search for something,
anything,
the walls are slick and everyone is just watching,
watching you drown within your own hatred,
waiting for the last breath,
it will come soon,
just wait.
i wrote this today because i feel that i am totally falling apart. there are so many ppl that i totally love...but i always wonder if they love me as much as i have loved them. everyone knows the size of my heart and how much love i consist of. everyone knows im always there for them and that friends mean the absolute world to me. my cal class has been too much to bare this summer. with my parents threatening me with the idea that if i dont do good in calc that i wont be going back to tech in the fall. tech is my home.the one place i find comfort these days. that would be totally devestating for me and im dying because i know i cant pull my calc class. as the end draws near and i sit in the corner alone, you will stare and watch the horror that might unfold before your eyes. watch me tear my life apart piece by piece as i finish whatever is left from the parasite of life.
bluem00n
aww so are you becareful with that staple gun
posted Jul 23
unretrofiedX
So I realize that I haven\'t seen you in, like, YEARS
so we should probably do something when we get back to
school.
posted Jun 12
unretrofiedX
Hey there
posted Jun 11
HerHeart. HisLies.
hey matt!!! havent talked to you in a while. well, good
news.. me and andrew are still broken up ANDDDD i dont
know if u remember me telling you about a guy named
Travis that works in louisiana or something. but if you
remember me telling you that - we are dating now. and
its meant to be. long story.
posted Oct 30