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hey there if your on message me im allmost allways on! n im allways ready 2 meet new friends or just some1 2 chat with!!!!!
hmmm i know its been a while but im here now so message me please !!!!!!
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do you fell better now?
Do you feel better now?
Seeing her cold lonley boddy on the floor
You think to yourself
Did i do this....?
Am i the reason she's there
what's going threw your head now?
is it her screaming last words?
Or the thought oh having her no more
what would you do in your lovers shoes?
theres only so much screaming a person can do
till till death arives
so many tears they have sheard
and now they are the dead
you see her face in your dreams
oh.... what you'd do to hold them again
now the can feelno more
your heart bleeds like an empty sore
you can never love again
you can get over the screams
is your end coming near?
or is that just fear?
no don't go all crybaby on me
you know what you've done
hunnii i guess that just proves
"you don' know what you've got till it's gone"
how do you feel now
you dont have to hide anything fom her now
cuz your soul died with her body
(screaming)
so go look for the cure
smoke that blunt
then go fuck that cunt
when that don't work
try drounding yourself in a few beers
yea i see you fighting back them tears
just go on and cry your fucking heart out
and then you BLACK OUT
do you feel better now?
do you hear me?
i said do you feel better now?
(screaming)
i said do you fucking feel better now?!!!!
it smells like rain
The smell of rain
At the end of this story, it gives you two options. I think you will figure out what option I chose.
A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery .
Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news.
That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing.
At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature.
Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs.
"I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could.
"There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one"
Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived.
She would never walk, she would never talk, she would probably be blind, and she would certainly be prone to other catastrophic conditions from cerebral palsy to complete mental retardation, and on and on.
"No! No!" was all Diana could say.
She and David, with their 5-year-old son Dustin, had long dreamed of the day they would have a daughter to become a family of four.
Now, within a matter of hours, that dream was slipping away
But as those first days passed, a new agony set in forDavid and Diana. Because Dana's underdeveloped nervous system was essentially 'raw', the lightest kiss or caress only intensified her discomfort, so they couldn't even cradle their tiny baby girl against their chests to offer the strength of their love.
All they could do, as Dana struggled alone beneath the ultraviolet light in the tangle of tubes and wires, was to pray that God would stay close to their precious little girl.
There was never a moment when Dana suddenly grew stronger.
But as the weeks went by, she did slowly gain an ounce of weight here and an ounce of strength there.
At last, when Dana turned two months old. her parents were able to hold her in their arms for the very first time.
And two months later, though doctors continued to gently but grimly warn that her chances of surviving, much less living any kind of normal life, were next to zero, Dana went home from the hospital, just as her mother had predicted.
Five years later, when Dana was a petite but feisty young girl with glittering gray eyes and an unquenchable zest for life.
She showed no signs whatsoever of any mental orphysical impairment. Simply, she was everything a little girl can be and more. But that happy ending is far from the end of her story.
One blistering afternoon in the summer of 1996 near her home in Irving , Texas , Dana was sitting in her mother's lap in the bleachers of a local ball park where her brother Dustin's baseball team was practicing.
As always, Dana was chattering nonstop with her mother and several other adults sitting nearby when she suddenly fell silent. Hugging her arms across her chest, little Dana asked, "Do you smell that?"
Smelling the air and detecting the approach of athunderstorm, Diana replied, "Yes, it smells like r ain."
Dana closed her eyes and again asked, "Do you smell that?"
Once again, her mother replied, "Yes, I think we're about to get wet. It smells like rain."
Still caught in the moment, Dana shook her head, patted her thin shoulders with her small hands and loudly announced,
"No, it smells like Him.
It smells like God when you lay your head on His chest."
Tears blurred Diana's eyes as Dana happily hopped down to play with the other children.
Before the rains came, her daughter's words confirmed what Diana and all the members of the extended Blessing family had known, at least in their hearts, all along.
During those long days and nights of her first two months of her life, when her nerves were too sensitive for them to touch her, God was holding Dana on His chest and it is His loving scent that she remembers so well.
You now have 1 of 2 choices. You can either pass this on and let other people catch the chills like you did or you can delete this and act like it didn't touch your heart like it did mine.
IT'S YOUR CALL!
"I can do all things in Him who strengthens me."
This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded:
"Lord please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning,but not its end.
________________________
This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. _____________
ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them FRIENDS.
_________________________
Pass this on to your true friends. Something good will happen to you at 11:00 in the morning; something that you have been waiting to hear.
This is not a joke; someone will call you by phone or will speak to you about something that you were waiting to hear.
Do not break this prayer; send it to a minimum of 5 people
lovin it
its so funny how u judge me b4 u even know who i am! & how u suspect that im just like the whores who spred those horrid rumors! its so funny that u have absolutly no clue wats going threw my head but u still think u do and u tell me 2 say wat i feel and tell me 2 just let it all out but u dont know wat it is n how i just le it out but i let u think ur right cuz i dont wanna explain it 2 u u dont know nething about me n half the things u do know r fake [just another lie in this screwed up world]!! so just let me b
JUST FUCK OFF (in other words)!!
my story
im a girl just tryin 2 make it in this world. i can be shy n quiet or i can be bitchy loud n emotional.
im not sure wat i am i dont have a clique or a groupe i just hang with whoever i want 2. i dont judge people n i dont like 2 be judged . u can say watever the hell u want 2 behind my back i dont care . u shuldnt be alking about me neways if u dont know me. so talk 2 me n c exactly who i am. if i know u n person im sorry and if i dont ur luckey . ok well ttyl!
martin
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posted Jun 20
martin
hi:) what up? I am a member of the group called
"At breakfast" pop punk rock
http://www.purevolume.com/atbreakfast
thanks , good luck
posted Jun 20
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posted Apr 19
Chow Mein (Ventureskater7)
that does suck.
posted Oct 21
Chow Mein (Ventureskater7)
nothing much im bored. you?
posted Oct 16
Brittey Boo :]
hahah your going to laugh your ass off but no i
acutally dont...crazy right? k im getting off im going
to die if i dont get sleep i\'ll ttyl
posted Oct 14
Brittey Boo :]
hey!! ugh i know right? ive been super busy its
crazy...haha my eyes hurt sooo bad and i have no clue
why but um ya i pretty much love the jack icons they
make me smile
posted Oct 14
emogurl@brit
gay very gay! boring i snorted vikodin this morning so
i shoudl b good till lunch ur so! until i do more but
other then that its dull! ok well ttyl! peace
posted Sep 18