hi. =) my name is chantel. im from texas, and i love Jesus with all of my heart. i have a great family and an amazing boyfriend, ben, wonderful friends.... and a cute little puppydog named angel! =D lol. well, hey, um.... i guess u can add me if ur looking for a friend =) i hope everyone has a wonderful day! Jesus loves you! - chantel
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In loving memory of
Timothy "Eeyore" James Mason
My best friend
I miss you
April 4, 1991 - October 19, 2009
My best friend Tim died yesterday. He killed himself. His nickname for me was Firefly and I called him Eeyore.
He called me Firefly because he was looking for nicknames for all his friends and he listened to "Brighter" by Paramore and it made him think of me. He said Firefly fit me
I miss him.
Firefly (Chantel)
"Brighter"by Paramore
So, this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well, I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone
Now, I think we're takin' this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard
Well, it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please, not this time
No, not this time
Well, this is not your fault
But if I'm without you then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Well, always know that you shine brighter than anyone does
If you run away now
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away
I'd still wave goodbye, watching you shine bright
And I'll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright
And I'll wave goodbye tonight
so im posting a blog on purevolume. im listening to underoath, my favorite band in the world. im staring at some promo ad at the bottom of the screen... "unsigned bands wanted".... yep. im not in a band. i was, once, when i did simple little diddys on a keyboard. i have 3 instruments, and im not very good at any of the currently. however, i am trying to change that. im not sure how, but ill figure it out. oh, btw, those instruments are my keyboard, an acoustic guitar, and a custom 5 string bass. yessir. thats my stuff. i tend to be better at actually listening to music though... i think, anyway.
im updating my phone also. its taking its lovely time. uuuuugh. i am so bored. and talking to no one. i dont even have any friends on here!! what a loser =P im gonna go get on facebook or something i think..... see ya!
luvnz, chantel