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i wrote a songfor a friend;;jeff

this is a song about curious jeff.
who tried to get with your mom,
but she left.

jeff trys to hard to be a man.
he wasted his time at a store,
and then he got banned

yah yah yah hes curious jeff.
yahyahyah watch out.
they all left

he wanted to go out for a walk.
but he was glued to his playstation
right now, i have writers block

when he does go for walks,'
he geats reakky sweaty and gross.
becuase he walks for three city blocks

yah yah yah hes curious jeff.
yahyahyah watch out.
they all left

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a dream from last night

i had a dream last night, and it was really fucked up.
i was lidtening to a song and i dont know what it was. but it was so good. and it kinda sounded like it was my friend, michelle singing. and i was walking. with what felt like a girlfriend but im currently single. so we were walking. and we were in abasand wich is where i used to live. at a party. and we kept walking and all i saw was clear. everything was empty, no trees, no houses, nothing. out of no wear quads and such come out of no wear. then my phone rings. and its my dad. he says that your sisteris dead. she was flying back home and her plane blew up. then i fell asleep in my dream. and when i woke up. i saw her body floating down towards me and my friend. thats all i remember.

my older sister is coming back from mcmurray in a few days. and i dont know what that was about. but im not sure if i should bge scared? or what?

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im not sure. romance i guess.

i was in grade eight. and its no secret that i was madly in love with this girl. i tried my hardest to make her happy. i gave her a rose for our one month and she game me a box with a poem on it. it was a cute poem. i forget it tho. we broke up shorty after that. then a few months later we got back together. then i cheated on her. and instead of facing the fact that i did it, and tried to work things out. i dumped her. it wasnt very goo.d i tired really hard to get back with her. and i did eventually. but that didnt last very long. she dumped me for some guy with black hair. and i guess i never really told anybody how much i loved her becuase she never called me again. we kinda hung out after that. but thats becuase her mom was friends with my mom. shortyl after school got out. i went back to alberta to visit my real dad for august. i made some promises to people back in ontario that id be coming back for sure. when i got to alberta i found somethings there that madde me want to stay. i stayed, had a good year i guess. was grounded for half of it. but i had a pretty good year. never met any one as important as the girl in ontario. although there was one person that ment a huge deal to me. but not enough i guess becuase i cheated on her too. we dated for a little while. we spent a little bit of time together after we broke up. and i fell for her again. she fell for me. but everytime id talk to her. or see her agian. shed have adifferent boyfriend. or when she would be single. id havea boyfriemd. see how i screw everything up? but back to the original story. over the entire year, i think i talked to "ontario" maybe three or four times. i talked to her a lot before i came. on myspace.leaving comments and stuff. saying how we have to talk and hang out. and become best friends again. and just telling you this story makes me want to cry. i came, i was here for a couple days and she came online. we went through the usual. hey how are you we gotta chill sometime. i was sitting in the park and she was walkibng with her boyfriend. i dont really have anyhting against her boyfried, i dont know him. but some of the people i was with were calling him emo becuase he is kinda emo. but thats besides the point, he mooned everyone at the park. and out of rage, i got up and i wanted to beat him up. i wanted to kil him. i didnt want him to walk away. i say it is becuase i didnt like the fact he mooned us. but in reality it was because he was dateing the girl i am madly in love with. and all of this has recently became clear. and now its to late. i shouldnt of ever dumped her eh?

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one thing that i believe about life is that if you want something bad enough it happens you just have to believe in yourself...the laughter of others and the thoughts of others are nothing as long as you can just be yourself and you do what you want...never try to fit in or run away from the problems...you have to face them right on because otherwise they will jus keep chasin you...life may seem pretty shitty but if you just enjoy yourself and dont dwell on it you can have a fucking great time


i was wlaking one day. and i was thinking, really thinking. and i was like. hum. this is weird. everytike i really want something. i never get it. becuase i set my mind to it way to much. my friend in england signed onto msn. sent me this thing and she is always writing things like this. she sent me this thing and then said. " does this explain it?" and then went offline. i was like fucking ace. im out peace

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song

it started out as a puppy dog love, then gradually came to a full out theme, we called it our heart we called it our pashion. then you walked out on me with the most beautiful fashion. i like the way you look stare at me from afar.how do you do it? make me feel so alive? likewere the last two peaople on earth. but im inlove with how you pretend im not around. when im right beside me, your pushing me back down to the ground. just cuz im in front of you doesnt meen im yours for the taking.

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