Members: -Thomas, Guitar, Vocals, Everything.
My music is my soul exposed. It is my deepest thoughts put out in the open. I write of broken hearts, broken lives, songs for the beaten down, songs for encouragement, and I cover many other subjects too in my songwriting. I write songs for God, but don't expect funeral music.
I started writing songs 7 years ago when I said, "Hey, what's the worst that could happen?", and my interest in music blossomed. At that time, I was 13 and more vulnerable than a jellyfish in a meteor shower. I had no idea what I was doing in life and I let girls run over me like crazy. I let them tear me down and call me worthless because I knew no better. I had a family that loved me, but I let the negativity cloud out that love. Because I was searching for my purpose in life, as all of us do daily, and I was listening to the wrong voices. I lived like this for 4-5 years. After that 4-5 years, I started to finally stand up for myself and found a girl that gave my life meaning. The girl and I dated for 2/3 of a year, and it was the best time of my life, until we broke up. Then I realized that those 8 months turned me back into the vulnerable 13 year old that I was so many years ago. I let her walk over me; I let her control my life. During that time, I lost my best friend because I let my "girlfriend" take every friend out of my life. I did this because all I wanted to do is make my "girlfriend" happy and in doing that, I made her the center of my life. Never do that. If you have done that, it's not too late to turn it around. Once I was alone again, I realized that my life doesn't depend on people. By that I mean, don't let anyone make life decisions for you. You've got to stand up for yourself and consider what they say, but don't let them have the final say. It's your life and don't let any other person live your life. This isn't to exclude God though, we're supposed to give our lives to God. What this doesn't mean, is to sit on a couch and say, "God, if you want me to get up and go outside, then make my legs move." It's to get off the couch and decide what you want to do, whether it is to go outside, to eat, or to do something else. To have a good life, you've gotta make a good life for yourself. Make good choices, don't let someone else make your choices, and treat people how you wanna be treated.
Just a little more of my story. I soon realized that the friends who wanted me to change for them, weren't real friends. Say you play guitar, and your friend hates guitar so they tell you to stop playing it, or you play it less for them. Don't do that. Keep playing guitar and if they don't like it and keep trying to change you, then they're not a real friend.
This example/metaphor doesn't apply to everything, but I hope you will understand the meaning behind it and be able to apply it to your own life. Thank you for reading my bio and I'll add on to this as I can.
You are important and you are loved by people you know and even people you don't know. Your absence would leave a void in the world that can't be filled, because I can't replace you. No one can replace you.