Honest (Apologies Endless)

I remember California calling out my name, I remember Carolina and the way she tastes. I fell into Virginia looking for my way, took the ferry in Seattle to get out of the rain. And I remember watching everybody looking for love, the born agains and newlyweds I met on the run. I lost myself in what I’m not so I sat down and thought. If I could make an honest mistake then you can let yourself live this way. If I could make an honest mistake then your safe, then your safe.
I saw you left another message but I won’t reply I saw you dissapear completely and I don’t know why. I’m selfishly connected to my changing mind I should lift myself and find the time to place a call or write you back or start to talk with those I have. I’m completely alone had my time and it passed, so now I have to ask. If I could make an honest mistake then you can let yourself live this way If I could make an honest mistake then you’re safe. Now I can’t change and you can't wait, apologies endless for ending this way.