well this is where i tell you about what i write and sing and whutnot. so ive definitely been writing for a while and singing for a while but i ahve nothing to record any of my songs with. ive written alot of my songs on the piano but i haev never taken lessons..i just kinda play what i like. newhoot..if i ever get what i need to record i will definitely put a song or 2 up here..but in the meantime..read what i do have..i have the not so rad spectacular songs up because i was too lazt to actually type up the good ones. everyones a critic. newhoot, read and tell me what u think for sure and be brutally honest..peace and love!!
barely here..
and only through Him..
Sar[r]a
December 17
[written on the spur of the moment]
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here i am again without you
the silence is enough, now add darkness
but even in the dark you see through
me and all my shallowness..
this is a prayer
this is a plea
im still standing
but on broken knees
im barely flying
but on broken wings
the distance is overbearing
youre not silent, im just not listening
im deaf to hear
i scream but get nothing back but the shear
sound of an echo
a lone single echo
that comes back to hit me
as i slide down to my knees
that have already been broken
as i try to stand
theyre weak like their owner
thinking im ok as a loner
but no one is a loner
the vacant room is full
a small light trying to push past black
pushing through, but the dark is evil
the dark has a face
the dark is me
my ownself wont allow help in this place
this room so empty
like my heart
so black
like my heart
so stubborn
like my heart
so wanting
like my heart
my heart finally bursts
spontaneous combustion occurs
the darkness has faded
a heart is screaming
with lungs i didnt know i had
the heart is bleeding
but with red not black
this heart has found the light
or the light has found me
either way i'm never going back
wishing memories could fade
i'd erase December's 13th night
but its a night that will stay
if the past puts us where we are now
then this shouldnt be a reluctant admittance
but its a past that seems hollow
and a night that should've met oblivion
a night that should be hidden
as the heart continues to bleed...
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November 2
September 23, 2007--
"A Thank You Note"
verse 1--
only you know how weary i am
how i can barely stand
i'm so weak and long for you
my walls are shaking too
these walls ive built
and worked so hard on
are starting to crumble
while all along
chorus--
youve always been there
i always knew you cared
you live out what you feel
your love is something real
something i cant understand
or even try to know
something never ending
something only you could show
verse 2--
ive been running from you all this time
ive been trying to keep you out of my mind
but i cant do it
i could never forget
what you did for me
and how you saved [changed] my life
i will never forget your face
the very image of grace
and how you won this battle inside
[chorus]
bridge--
what would i ever do
if i couldnt feel love from you
i would not live
i would not breathe
i need you so much
please dont leave
bridge 2--
i know for sure
that i am not worth what you endured
but i am before you on my knees
so take me, use me as you please
[chorus]
[bridge 1&2]
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June 7
hey i hate that i had to delete my listener account...but i just wanted to say that i miss all of my friends that i had on here before!! you all are amazing--every single on eof oyu and i have not forgotten you!!
*orgulas chubb--sorry if i spelt that wrong--
*christiangirl777
*hawkfan
*jen--couldnt rememeber which account of urs still worked or not
*waketheregiment
and more..but i have to go eat!!
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Orgulas Chubb
you could come to my church for a show, we expanded the
building just for that!! and tell me, what\'s your
stage name? \'cauz I\'d make the announcements right
away! I hope you have something more original than
\"Sarra\" with 2 \"r\"!! find something which more
hardcore, more you!! hey, I could be your manager.
we\'d make a killer team =P
posted Feb 18
Orgulas Chubb
PUT UP SOME SONGS!!!!!!! =D we all know you are going
to become a rock star someday so LETS IT BEGIN RIGHT
NOW!!
posted Feb 18
Marissa :D
hey wutz up? i hope u r having a great summer!!!!!! GOD
BLESS!!!
posted Jun 05
Orgulas Chubb
I really luv ur lyrics. God Bless ya
posted Mar 11