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i.m in some trouble with the goverment.

i.m not loving it.

because of my use, relationships with friends and family are strained. i haven.t wanted to play music, no more songs have been written.

i.ve had a lot of time boring even myself, just sitting around with my eyes closed.

there is one thing i have become great at and thatt happens to be lying. something i,ve always hated in humanity.

what i had been doing has got me in a lot of trouble, eventually ____ will catch up to you. and in my case get you arrested.

heroin is not cool. again, HEROIN IS NOT COOL. you become a slave to the addiction. it.s a waste of time and money.

i need to stop or i will go to jail or die. i.m scared and depressed because i know that i need to stop. living without something you have come to love, as artifical as this love is, itis a hard thing to cope with.

"I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked,
dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn looking for an angry fix". that is from HOWL by allen ginsberg,

i.m going to go nod off.