PureVolume

So Ive come to this new revelation that this hell Ive been living in is a byproduct of my own creation...and we're all just living inside this bodily husk having human experiences...and crucifying ourselves through this guilt and temptation..and THAT in itself is a drug we are all addicted to.....the Pain feels so good sometimes....There are days that I can tap into that and ride it like a fuckin tidal wave....and days when my voices tell me the most rancid things....what do i want to believe? that all depends on what high Im into having that day....TODAY I am breathing in the half sanity and scaring myself to death....Im still bleeding from all the fuckin wounds that I keep eagerly cutting open and picking scabs that should have healed a long time ago...but it seems I almost LIKE it....I dont know if I could live without it ..I dont know if I want to.....