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ZNOLEN17
Age: 17
Location: ohio
Joined On: Apr 13, 2007
Savemetoday00
Mineral Ridge Oh
anberlin_rocker_babii
mira mesa
fate
why is it everytime we push away, we end up finding each other.... but when we come closer, were pulled apart? its like fate cant make up its mind. i know you say everything happens for a reason, and that its controlled by fate. but if fate cant decide, maybe we should. you cant control everything, but sometimes thigns are left up to you, and maybe this is one of those times. and you say maybe im the wrong choice, that im the wrong path but i dont see why. i dont see why we should just give it all up because you think maybe its not meant to be, when maybe it always has been and thats why we always find our way back. you make me happier than anything else....and i if i make you happy, and if i will make you happy.....then i dont see why we shouldnt try and make this work.
if we both want this....we cant let it slip away and never know what could have happened. cause if im right, we'd regret letting it go forever.
lost
"Note To Self"
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...
who i am hates who ive been
who i am hates who ive been
-relient k
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that Ill soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I cant let that happen again
cause then youll see my heart
in the saddest state its ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am wont take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who Ive been
cause who Ive been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
Im ready to try and never become that way again
cause who I am hates who Ive been.
Who I am hates who Ive been
i will never forget
tonight is a night that will last, till the end. i went bowling, with mallorie, and some of her friends, miranda, jordyn, chloe, and chris. well bowling was fun, i held malle's hand and held her in my arms, and she sat in my lap, but that was nothing compared to what happened afterwards. i walked her out to her car, and we talked for a minute, and said our goodbyes, but then, idk....we just leaned in and kissed. and it mite not be a big deal to some ppl, but for me ive never felt better, and then i had to watch her drive away, prolly one of the hardest things ive done. and then when i got home...i was hoping she would be online, and she was. and we talked about everythning. i can only look forward till i see her again, beczuse nothing would make me happier. i miss her more than anything. well thats all
-goodnite
Your Guardian Angel
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
breathewalrus
hey! yeah it has been a while im good. 1 more day of
school after today! you're already out so hows ur
summer? ill call you soon. kk ttyl ali
posted Jun 06
breathewalrus
hey!! watsup??
posted May 19
breathewalrus
nm here how are you?? i might call you to fill you in
on what life is like... im needin randomness
today! ttyl alison
posted Apr 02
supaflydan
Hey check out http://www.purevolume.com/anewhonour if
you like good rock/alternative/pop music!!! :)
posted Mar 17
breathewalrus
HEY!! how are you doing kid?? miss ya
posted Mar 04
shes got stars in her eyes
oh yeah haha im good... just been busy... =)lol... u?
posted Dec 06
shes got stars in her eyes
haha. ohh. well yea hop 2 it. & yea i forget wat else u
wrote sooo i might comment u again.
posted Dec 06
revengeagainstyourself
i suppose i\'m doing okay being that i\'m still alive.
i\'ve been reali busy working my ass off with school,
bowling, work, homework, joshua and all this christmas
stuff. how are things with you? btw there is an L.A.P
concert in jan or feb a CD release, mirand and i are
most likely going and you better be there! no excuses!
posted Dec 05