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ZERO_OR_DIE77
Age: 18
Location: United States
Joined On: Jun 22, 2006
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Check out my songs that I wrote and tell me how you like them. Also go to my site dedicated to underOATH back in the day at www.purevolume.com/underoathformerband or just find underOATH (former band) in my fav. artist lists. I have a group on MySpace called underOATH (former band) you can get to with this www.myspace.com/underoathformerband77. So check 'em both out.
My Apologies
Dear Friends,
I lied to you all.
Everything I am is nothing you saw.
Thoughtless and insensitive I fall to my knees.
Here I'll stay begging you to forgive me, please.
Dear Mother,
You always said He died on a cross.
And all for my sins, so I would no longer be lost.
That's all I ever knew of you was your love for God.
But Mommy I tried to tell you it was all just a fraud.
Dear Father,
I tried to make you proud.
But everything good always got turned around.
Sorry that I failed you, but that's a thing of the past.
You held me in your arms till my last breath passed.
Dear Sister,
You robbed me of love.
Always turned your back on me when push turned to shove.
Wanted you here with me but you never seemed to care.
Now you dig the grave deeper into your own despair.
Baby Niece,
I love you so much.
But your mother keeps you from my loving touch.
I hate this world you have to grow up in.
Please, don't be like them and don't look up to me.
I've wallowed in the world and in my sin.
To hell with this world.
To hell with it all.
When it's all said and done will it have been worth the Fall?
Dear God,
I don't know what to believe.
Are you really there, or have I been deceived?
If you're real you've left me all alone.
Leave me any longer and this heart will become stone.
Deep Sleep
Drowning thoughts of living a lie.
Embracing thoughts of suicide.
Running from my circular feelings.
Searching for an endless being.
Realizing I'm obsolete...
I fucking retreat!
Up against a wall.
All about to fall.
Drifting into a deep sleep.
Families gather to weep...
for my utter defeat!
Seek the age of purity.
Life lost; no immunity.
We've forgotten how to unify.
Let it go, leave it all to die.
Crucify the weak of mind.
This idea will soon subside.
Dedicate to the fallen man.
Their numbers add up to all the grains of sand.
The end we so desire is soon to come.
Follow the flow into eternal damnation.
...drifting, driting back further into my deep sleep
Contagion
Breathing hell's vapor, it's running through my veins.
Nothing left to lose.
To not try is insane.
Oh, here it goes!
Here it goes!
I hope I don't regret this.
I've fucked up one to many a times.
It only took my soul to get back what's rightfully mine.
I ran into his arms, he said I'm his lucky charm...no need to be alarmed, I'm the threat, as long as he's my amulet.
Dark fears and reservations.
My mission is to destroy the nations.
The words from my mouth can start hysterical contagion.
I'm so dead.
I'm fucking disaster.
Please send me back to hell so I can worship my master.
Mark of Ankh sketched in my side.
The Scarab Beetle will protect my hide.
Oh, Baphomet, how long ago did you die?
These are lies! (All lies)
Sent to mess with your mind.
I am what I am, but I will never again be your contagion.
Deep in the depths of hell, with the Lord of Flies...the first angel to fail.
I've passed through your labyrinth.
Don't bother chasing me, my soul's not up for rent.
No man shall ever wield my soul and neither will the "almighty" Pan.
Get back, look away, for this is God's land.
And I for one intend to make my stand.
No longer a foolish bastard but a man.
White-Washed Tombs
Shoulder to shoulder our cells are growing colder.
Decay.
Replay.
I know I need to hold her.
Forbidden in this land.
So forbidden I can't stand.
Another day of this and I'll probably kill a man.
Misconnected, disconnected.
So far from perfected.
I'm chillin' with all of the rejected.
I have my doubts and fears that no one can see.
Lost and hungry, I'm living off your beauty.
I can strive all I want but I will never be yours.
I can be who I want, I just can't be with you.
Help me.
I need your love to comfort this broken body.
Cut me.
Reach in my soul and fill up the nothing.
I'm a continueous nothingness, a someone that can't deal with this.
Repair me, refuel me, or do something that kills me.
Cage me up, lock me in, and throw me into your lions den.
Sever necessities from pleasures.
People from their fake good gestures.
And all the meaningless suggestive lectures.
I'm nothing but an empty body.
A forsaken being looking for somebody.
Searching for the word I crave.
A white-washed tomb reaching out from his grave.
I love You, but it was only for today.
The Children Cry
Can't you see it in my eyes?
I will surely die.
The pain is unparalled.
And all this is such a swell.
But you're the only one that can tell.
On hard ground i fell.
Wish it all away.
It's not fair to you or me.
Can't you see it in my eyes?
When will you realize...
Nothing's worth dying for?
Nothing's worth living for?
So what's the point of life if we're all just a meaningless device?
Angels come and prepare for my feast that I've declared.
Tortured souls, paralized.
And I can see it in their eyes.
This is no way to die.
I thought it was a lie.
But it was the Truth, they cried.
lovers should be tied
dude you have the unicorns has one of your favs i love
the myou should add the unicorns tribute page cus i
made it
posted Aug 16
lovers should be tied
o oops its sorrowstorm my bad
posted Aug 15
lovers should be tied
well they all have a pv so you can add them to your
favs.
posted Aug 15
lovers should be tied
allright man,but you should check out the bands
sorrowstor,Encryptor,impending doom,and death is a
metaphor all of them are christian metal bands.
posted Aug 15
lovers should be tied
dude... i got all of act of depression and cries of the
past,if you want any of the songs givw me your email
posted Aug 14
lovers should be tied
hey i still need and i dreamt of you and walking away.
thanks :)
posted Aug 01
x0x0meganx0x0
im megan... whats up??
posted Jul 31
lovers should be tied
o and due one last comment i dont need the last, Cries
of the past,and Giving up hurts the most.
posted Jul 31