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Russian Movie
There's a Russian movuie playing in our Russian class; haa suprise suprise! Well its really boring because I don't get it, and it frustrates me. See none of us are really watching it, we're just kind of sitting here being bored. "Us" meaning Kat, Pete, and myself. I'm really starting to hate this class because I don't understand a thing here. It's also frustrating.
I'm really happy about last night :]! My mom bought me Victory Breifs evidence! OMGGG. It was awesome. It was like 25 dollars, but it was so worth it. I sent it to Casey, Andrea, and Zak. Next time I think I'm going to make them pay a portion of it. Consider it my early Christmas present because plea bargaining is the Nov-DECEMBER topic :] lol they're a fun bunchh.
Speaking of debate. There's like this tailgate thing tonight and I have no idea what it is exactly. All I know is that I get a green wrist band and I stay after to play some triva game or something. I guess I'm good and trivia because I play trivial pursuit all the time and plus last night on jeopardy I got a lot of the questions right! I even got an answer that NO ONE on the panel had. It was supplementary angles. :] Lol. thank gawd for geometry! And I got a lot of the questions before anyone on the pannel, like transitive property, plauqe, etc. :D I was a happy person last night.
Speaking of happy. I hate eating lunch in the cafeteria. So I eat with Mr. McG. I just kind of stay in his room for lunch because I hate everyone in that cafe. Excluding Justin, Zak, Andrea, and Kurt. They're alright. :] Its such a good excuse that I have work to do. Yesterday, I was in his room because I needed to finish my biology project, which I think is one of my more detailed projects. It better be pretty good because I made everything BY HAND. The cells, the timeline, the pieces, everything. I think it could've been neater, but it definatley couldn't have been any harder than it was to make. The effort I put into it will probably give me a better grade.
Speaking of grades! I hate Mrs. Brooks, she biased and bipolar. LIke she always calls me out otu of evetything who talks in that class. Its really unfair. Like yesterday I was talking to Dan and she was like "KYRA! Stop talking!" And I was like "Well everyone else was talking-" AND SHE INTERUPTS ME "Just because everyone else was doing it, means you can? or means its right?". She never let me finish, which is pretty rude. I would've told her that I was under the assumption that we could talk abe be social because everyone else was talking and usually when we do work we're allowed to talk. And even if my talking bothers people, you talking must bother people twice as much because you're talking twice as loud as I am, where I am sitting in a little corner of the classroom practically whispering to Dan.
Your classroom is so junst because you dont' give equal treatment. You treat every kid fucking differently. Like if Chris or Mark does something stupid, you'll laugh along with it, or when THEY'RE TALKING, you ignore it. And here's my favorite part, when Kerri talks, NO ONE CAN MORE OR even breath because somehow she means more than everyoen else in teh classroom combined. Like Nate could be shuffeling through his papers across the room whiel Kerri is talking right next to you and you would say "NATE! STOP IT" in your shrill voice.
I think you're reallty unfair, and for as long as I'm in your classroom I will never talk again. Why? Because I hate you. Your class is pointless and you always get side tracked. I try to take notes in your class so I could write down important information and get some practice flowing, but I've given up because I never know what we're suppose to write down because I can't tell if what you say when you get side track, we need for the test. History is like a boring story you're telling us, and I hate it.
I hate 3rd period so much.
Oh and yesterday, I asked Mrs. Brooks if she was going to the expo and she explodes saying "YOU WOULDN'T BE A GOOD NEWSPAPER REPORTER!". And I'm like wtf, I don't want to be a newspaper reporter. And then a split second later, she's like "Well, in your defense, I only asked whow as going to the expo, not if I was going." And I'm liek okay lady, you're bipolar, you shouldn't be teaching.
I wish I could get a new american cultures teacher.
Russian I
Okay, so I'm in class tright now and I'm really bored. Like Idk, my teacher didn't really do stuff with us today. He kind of just fiddled with the t.v; so you know what that means- MORE WORK TOMORROW!
Haa. well I cut ny hair on sunday and I replaced the part. Its pretty generic scene looking. Idk, I think it suits me though. Haa. I actually did cut it myself. Like I went razor-happy over the weekend.
Speaking of this weekend; Wikes was mad fun. Like the tournament itself was like semi-easy (I went 2-1) But Kurt, Justin, Casey, Andrea, and I were having like the freaking time of our lives. Lmao It was just realyl funny. FOr some reason I was like bouncing off the walls and and everyone was like "what the hell is wrong with you ?!!?" lmao. They thought I was high. Lol WHICH I WASN'T because drugs are stupid.
Wilkes is a biased tournament though. They're more focused on Speech than Debate. They only awarded the top 2 people. And I placed 3RD. I was like fuck. I was like pissed the bus ride to the Chinese food place, and Andrea was trying to cheer me up. Then I felt like a douche because she placed 4th. After a novice, me. And for Langan, they're putting her in extemp unless she can put a team togetehr for PF the more babbbyy. :[.
PSSA testing
It's not even a real test for sophmores. It's like some practice test that doesn't even count, unless you fail because they might put you in pathways. It doesn't really affect me anyway because i'm pretty sure I atleast scored proficent. I think the school is making sophmores do the practice test because they need to find a way to fill up time for sophmores. Haaa.
The PSSA practice test thing makes me really mad. Why can't I just stay in Russian class!? Ughh. Haa, the only reason why I want to stay in Russian is because of Matt. Okay, fine, I admit it, I think he is pretty cute :]. Its not like I ever get to see him or hang out with him or anything though. He's a senoir @ East! I do get to see him this Wednesday @ MVC finals!
I remember when I first met him in person :]. Lol that was like just last Wednesday when we went against East. ( We beat them by 13 poitns by the way :] Go West! ) We went to the library to meet up with the other team and like immedeatley I started looking for him. He was behind someone so I didn't see him right away, but when I did I like ran up to him and I was like "Ohmygosh! Its you in person!" And we hugged. :] lol
Its funny how Sarah was like following me like a lost puppy when she found out that I knew a GUY from East that was on the debate team and how when we went to the library, she started getting excited and going like "Who do you know? who do you know?" and when I finally met up with Matt, she stood there and acting like she was part of this Matt and Kyra finally meet thing. Haa, whatta desperate person. All she thinks are about boys. Really. Matt is mine Sarah. :D
Lol, he's not really, but I'd like to think of it like that. :] And I totally think Matt thinks I like him because after I met up with him, I wanted to tell Andrea that what happen with the whole Sarah thing, so I took her bind like a book shelf, and when we came back, Matt was like giving me the cute little head lift things. Lol I have no idea what they're called.
Justin afterwards was like "Dude, Kyra, Matt thinks you like him." And I'm like "Yeah okay, how do you know?" And Justin was like "I just know, cause he was talking to his friends and like look at you." Do I believe him? A little bit :]
Oh also, after the round, I walked down with Aff A, Lisa and Lorinette, to the cafeteria, and we were like just talking, and Matt comes back from his round and he starts talking to me :]. Yeahhh. And I also made him get me a cookie :]. & he said he was going to draw me a picture. I have yet to recieve such a drawing, but I'm deifnitley looking forward to it.
And the next morning Matt was like "Good morning West kids!" And we we're like "Heyy!" And then he SPECIFICALLY said to me "Hey Kyra, what's up?" :] ANd I was like "hey matt :DDD"
Kat and Pete think I like him, which is like 84% true. :D
What about Zak, you ask? Well, what about him? He doesn't display emotions and I hate that. I hope I got him jealous with Matt. He deserves it. Haa. Am I being to harsh? No. I'm being just, because Zak acts like nothing ever happened between us and I'm just giving him his fair due by showing him a "fine, I don't care" attitude.
So how is debate?
i have uh debate :]
For those of you that wondered why I'm wearing my lady suit, its for that reason. Haa. I took my shoes off cause in like 7inch steletos, your feet start hurting like a mudaaa puckkka. lol
MVCs today and I'm on Zak's team. Uh-gain. I was thinking that I could switch places with Justin, the other novice. He's on Kurt and Casey's team and he's never been in a debate before. I've done like 5 practice rounds with Zak, I did MVCs the first time, and I was abotu to give a speech during the other MVCs. I don't think I'll do that much damage if I go onto Kurt and Casey's team. Besides, I got a long better with Casey and Kurt than Zak and the other Casey, but thats just because I don't know her very well.
Zak is being a dick. He playing the fucking game. Like on Monday after school he like hugged me a lot and we were pretty much being really affectionate, and it was really cute so then I started to like him, then the next day, yesterday, he acts liek nothing ever happened. I hate that. So as of now, I don't like him. I know its hard to keep up wioth, but you'll just have to bear with me. :]]
I'm kind of pissed @ debate right now though. Why? Because I always have to fucking go against Zak. Like Fuck. I just want to watch a round of LD. I think it would help me and make me a little bit more confident. Kloiber promised me that I was going to go against Casey on Thursday. GOOOD. I need to go against Casey. My problem is rebutting Zak's case. He spreads too much! And it pisses me off because he only has like one fucking contention and like I can't keep up with him. It hard for me to pick out a point because I'm too fucking overwhelmed.
I CAN REBUTT. I really can. Its just because its Zak's case. Yesterday, mom read my neg case to me, and I actually destroyed it. Seriously. I know how to rebut, but I can't rebut Zak's case. Its pissing me off. Don't get me wrong, Zak's not a jerk, so everyone says, but I don't think he is, I just think he's a great debater. I'm happy for him I really am, I just don't want to go against him because it'll DESTROY my confident. I'd ratehr go against Casey. Why? Because he's closer to my level than Zak is closer to my level. Zak fucking got 5-1 @ Yale. I don't think I'[m doing bad because I actually flow better than Casey and Andrea, but it don't want to go against Zak.
Just wait till Thursday, I'll show them that I can rebut, cause I know how, I just can't do it when its Zak. Fuck, I can't stress that enough. Ugh..
Getting stress rashes. Haa. I had to take a salt bath yesterday. It was really fucking relaxinggg. :] And I don't itch. Like mom is going to call me to teh doctors office. I ihope I don't miss anything importanteee.
I hope I go during 3rd period. haaa. okay, well I guess I;m done. Back to Russian class.
PAYYYYCE,.
emergency blog post
i had to had to blog just now because
a. i just finished my 4 page essay on seperate but equal &
b. i found out the jessica & mike are going out.
wow. i don't really care about the 4 page essay, but i'm really glad i got that done with to hand in on thursday. why not friday? because i get to go to new york city & SHOPP ! lol =] happy me. i'm going to buy plain colored t-shirts & laxies. ahahaa. yupp. & thats it. =D. & probably a bran muffin. yeah i like bran =].
so about this jessica mike thing. gawd. i like hate her. why? i dont like mike. but i just hate seeing mike with like another girl. i know i have like weirdest emotions, but still. like i have the stupid little sex fantasies about mike, why shouldn't i be mad?! gawd. i've never admitted that out loud. you better keep that a secret purevolume! lol how lame. uhmm anyway. like ughh. they look like fucking brother and sister for gawd's sake. i'm probably like never going to talk to mike, ever unless helike talks to me. i wont admit it to anyone but i'm pissed at him. like i'll be nice, but i just wont talk unless im spoken to. she doesn't deserve him! UFIFIHFKDSFSNFFPEWOFJEWF.
stfu kyra. you're stupid. whats done is done & you can't do anything about it. maybe you need to focus on carl & not otehr people's life. specially an ex boyfriend's life. cause i mean come on, he broke up with YOU! YOU! who in the right mind would break up with YOU!? comeone crazy, thats who.
fine. so i guess i should've seen that comming, cause i mean i moved on & i knew he would eventually. i hope she cheats on him. no. he doesn't deserve that. so wait wouldn't that be a good thing? then yes i do hope she cheats on him! no. wait. what if he never wants to date again!? i hope he cheats on her! no wait. cause then ill be afraid that hell cheat on me! SHYT. there's no way i can win in this situation.you know what? i'll just forget about him. and focus on carlie. because i love him. yes i really do.
you know what i love about blogging? i get all emotion out that i never have to show any like negative emotions & then people wont be effected by my negative chi! all good comes from blogging.never evil =]]. yeah Christina says that i show my emotions weird. like she says that when im mad i never show it. & thats true, its very hard for me to be mad. i'll just say something mean about the person, go "ughhhhhh!" then laugh & put my head down. lmfao. yupp thats me.
sonow i'm just waiting for carlie too call me. he pink swore so that kid better be calling or i'll be "mad'. lol. i hope he calls now cause i miss him & i kind of want to sleep at like 9:30. i shoudl be picking out my clothes right noe, but idk what to wear. oh no wait lol nvm.i know what im gunna wear. thank gawd for hollister right? lol worrdd. should i wear that? D00D. i need to start going back on my diet. thank gawd melissa asked me for the diet thing cause if she didn't i'd probably like totally forget. i gave her a healthy & slow diet, but i'm going on this one:
no breakfast
no lunch
crackers - 60 cals
yogurt; 240 cals
total; 300.
nothing after 4:00.
300 squats, lunge seconds, & military press seconds.
1,000 crunches. that starts tomorrow.
so i guess i have to buy like flavored water. oh you know what doesn't have any calories?! pickles! so i can eat those in teh morning! =] & they still count as zero1 i love pickles. =]=] god loves me. ohyes. that why he invented pickles. THEY'RE ZERO FUCKING CALORIES! =]i'm going to wrap up this blog & go to bed. of course i'll wait for carlie to call me - because i love him ! ;].
yeah, im cool about the whole jessica & mike thing. thanks to purevolume now i wont like go to school angry or sleep angry. =] yayy!
oh i almost forgot! i ran he mile today! yupp after school i burned mad calories by running! it was kind of coold outside it was like 60 degrees, but after running for a mile, it got a lot hottaa ! OH I CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW WHEN WE PLAY SOFTBALL! that game looks liek so much fun! dhira, shaina, & i were playing catch today & it was a lot of fun. yeah i'm actually pretty good ! =]]. hey did you knwo i got hit in the boob with the football? lmao.
Sean thre the ball mad hard & he was like 4 feet away from me & it directly hit my boob & when i went to grab my chest, my hands kind of met up with the ball & i caught it! lmao ohyeah, i'm skilled !=]]. lol i like playing on sean's team! he's mad cool 8). He's my kuzzo. worrddd ! hahaha. stfu kyra.you're so lame. lmao.
ohyeah there this girl jen. not my bestie jenn. this 8th grader. shes like fake of all fake bitches. like seriously, how smart are you, telling my best friend things about me behind my back without me finding out. stfu stupid. go lose some weight becaus ei bet its kind of embarassing weighting 6 times more than your recently exed boyfriend. so yeah hun, stfu.
carl called & i missed it. shit. why didnt ate answer it? cause she was scared !? shes fucking lazy thats why! NOW I MISSE DMY CALL. i hate myself. well whatever. ill se him tomorrow anywayy. paye out purevolume. PAYYCE.
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