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Age: 21
Location: Mississauga, ON
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Ashley
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im Ashley. im 17. i love romance. im not emo. yes i have friends, im not a loner. im in love with a boy, he just doesnt know it. i hate having a broken heart. i love going to shows. im random when im stoned. yes i am bisexual, not because its a fad, but because i am. i'll most likely fall in love with you. so please dont lead me on. i cant stand people who are full of themselves. its annoying. i have this crazy obession with fairies. dont ask me why. i dont even know. i love random comments. leave me one?
its a shame
its a shame, how i've come to dread the times when school ends, i dread having to go home to an empty house, being alone. i dread leaving classrooms, where im surrounded by people for a change. i dread leaving, because its the only place where i have someone to talk to, an acutal persons. its sucha a shame that im 18 years old, and the saddest ive been in years. its a shame that i've never felt so alone in my entire life, that i long for the moments when i get to speak to someone who isnt yelling, who isnt judging, who isint giving me dirty looks. its a shame that i crave the moments when i get to be held, if only for a moment. the moments when i get to feel anothers body against mine, the moments when the aching in my heart will stop. i trick myself at night, placing a pillow behind my back, and pretetnding its someone else, someone who will love me just as i am. someone who will hold my hand in public, kiss me when im sad, laugh with me when im happy. someone who will hold me close at night, and call me a bitch when i know im being one. im only human. my heart aches too.
haha omg
its acually been over a year since ive posted. dear lord ive decided im going to try and come on here more. because im awesome like that but being a college student doest give me much time to breathe let alone use the internet. but anyway purevolume world. how are you? ive been decent. had my heart ripped out a few times but im still breathing, are i not? well. you wouldnt know the difference you dont know me, and i dont know you but thats not stopping me from pouring my heart out to you now is it? i might just start comming on here to write. i hate those blog sites, beucase, well i just dont like them. no one really uses them anyway, plus some of them are confusing as fuck to figure out. that or im just a total tool and dont know how to work anything. like yesterday. i totally got a twitter to see what all the hype was about... yeah. i failed at it. i totally didnt even know how to work it. how sad i know. so last night i had a dream about one of my best friends from back in the day of grade nine. i never really realized just how much i missed her untill now. we dont talk anymore, im not too sure as to why. probably becuase i moved. and i think she might have thought that i was tryign to take her at the time boyfriend away from her. which i was not. they dated for nearly 3 years, and i knew him before they started to date. he was one of my best friends, and correct me if im wrong, but was it not i who introduced them? yes. i was anyway, int he dream she was getting married and she looked absolutly stunning. and we just talked. nothing special. but it made me realize just how much i missed everything we used to have. its really sad. i woke up very.. i wont say depressed, but sertainly not happy.... anyway.. i'll stop with boring you about meaningless thoughts and ramblings. untill next time. xox
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TODAY IS MINE AND STEVES 5 MONTHS! yaya its quite awsomeonly rad. its funny beucause my last blog was like 3 months ago. so i decidded to write a new one. not that anyone really reads them. lol so. how is the world? really? thats quite intersting. yes i did just have a little conversation with myself/the world. im allowed to. lmdao omg i hate my class that i am in. its quite boring. but ambert is next to moi so its allll good. anywhore. im gona go doooooooooooooo something. if i can find anything
this would be me being bored
so im bored. but not just any kind of bored. i am CRAZY bored. im so bored that i decided to write a blog, and as you can see i havent written a blog since june. so. for those of you who are reading this im sorry that i have to bore you with my insanley stupid and amater blogging skills. my myspace ones are SO much better beucase i dont just keep ranting on and on about how bored i am. i hardly ever do this. OMG! you people should go to my myspace and then add me beucase i love to have lots of friends. also think that you should add me on here too beucase i have like a total of 22 friends at the moment. and i see all these peopple on here who have like 2000 firends and i get VERY jeouls. so the moral of this gay ass blog it that you should add me on purevolume and also add me on myspace
www.myspace.com/brokenhearteddreamer
i know its like the emoest thing in the world but i cant really change it you know. so yeah.. ok im done here byeee
<3
cute much?
Awwwww..this is so sweet..hope this
would happen to me some day.... but
never will.....:'(
you have to read this ..it's short lol
Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.
Brittany Thrillkill
lol we do fer suree!! :]
posted Oct 15
metalman06
haha soo u gotta have favorites lol
posted Mar 02
00reBEcca00
cunt whore haha..nice display name.
posted Mar 02
metalman06
good metal is the best!!!!!!! so what are some of ur
favorite bands?
posted Mar 01