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I walk alone.

So, today was pretty boring. I just went to school and sat there and watched the guy of my dreams kiss and hold his slut of a girlfriend. But hey, I guess sluts need love too.


So, I just got done taking a walk. I always take walks at night. It's my time to find myself, to experience nature, the silence of nature. It was amazing. It always is. See, close to my home there's a lake past this stupid little park, and I go there at night when no one's there. I get to just sit there on that little bench thing and watch the ripples in the water move around. I love it. Sometimes I get so emotional that I start to sob. It's just such a beautiful moment wasted on me. It seems so unreal, something so beautiful just lying there in perfect view for everyone and no one pays any attention to it's beauty. It disgusts me how you have some many beautiful elements around you and you never notice them. How can you not notice a beautiful tree with cherry blossoms about to pop open? I mean cmon! Go outside! Check out the natural beauty of our environment. I think if more people noticed how beautiful the Earth is they wouldn't pollute so much. You agree?

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.a.sad.day.in.ohio.

My life feels like it's crashing down before my eyes.
For some reason everything isn't working out like I want it to.
I really LOVE this guy, and he has no idea I am alive. He has a girlfriend, and he's pretty popular...
So I already don't have a chance with him. But still, him and his friends made fun of me today.
I mean yeah, people like to make fun but... not him. Not the one guy I actually love.
Actually, it wasn't him it was some guys that were with him.

See what happened was this:

I was walking in the hall at school, and I was carrying my books and I dropped them,
when I bent over to pick them up someone pushed me and I fell face down. I have a bruise on the side of my cheek, to prove this. While I did this I broke tons of crap that was in my bag.
Including my glasses, camera, and my awesome mirror. I didn't just fall, I made a face plant on that hard tile floor. Everyone was laughing, and as if things couldn't get any worse my pants ripped down the leg. Starting from my thigh working it's way down to below my knee. So, not only is my pale leg showing but my underwear was showing. So, everyone's laughing and such... until this big guy steps on my hand! I thought it was broken, but it's kinda okay now.

So, the bell went off and I got to class.

I think this was the worse day of my life.

I've never had so much bad things happen to me at once, it's probably because I broke that mirror and it gave me seven years of bad luck.

Oh well, I'll live.

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