Age: 19
Location: Scarborough, Canada
Joined On: Aug 10, 2005
Website: http://www.myspace.com/falli...
So i'm obsessive compulsive. only not really. i pretend to be sometimes. gosh. i dont even know what i'm talking about. this is my live journal. duh. and um. yeah i'm cool. am in love with stephen, love peter and mike and nathan and chad. Yep thats me. keep smilling
Four years is a long time. Long enough to get to know someone, long enough to love someone and long enough to grow to hate them. Not that i want to, dont get me wrong. I love this person with all my heart, but everyone else must be right this isn't going to work. It cant and it wont. This peron proved it to me tonight. 'You love me but you dont know who i am, so let me go.' I wish it could work out i really do, and i hope that he does too, but i dont know; after tonignt, anything is possible. I'll keep him in my heart. Its not like he's gone, he's not, he's just in stoney creak but as howard says, its too far. and i need to move on.
I think i'm going to force myself to, there is nothing else to do. He plays to many games, and never keeps the same rules that i'm so lost and confused. He says he wants a good relationship but he doesnt because he cant find a good girl, and yes i know it wont work with us, he lives in stoney creek but why treat me the way he did. Act like he cares, like he likes me and the completely ignores me. I dont know but now i'm just rambling on about nothingness and i dont know anymore. I want to talk to him but i dont, i want to tell him how i feel but i dont feel like i can; yet i do because we had a conversation about wanting to be able to talk to each other about whatever. But thenagain that was before he ignored me. So again i dont know. but its 4:30 in the morning and i'm going to go to sleep now and maybe, just maybe i'll know what to do about david in the morning
<3
yes i am; blah. i hate moving its no fun, well the fact that my room is SO much bigger is cool but packing is horrible. meh. its almost over. we move the 29th. well the last of things. my room is now split in half, half here half at the new house :O yep i know. meh. well its food time so i gtg
peace; jesus loves you :P
yes thats right. i'm going to camp. i'm cool. blah. i'm gonna miss my purevolume music. oh. man will i ever. i've listened to it for the past two weeks strait. i need it now. blah anyways i'm off i probably wont be on again until the 15th. so ciao.
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acdc
aerosmith
all american rejects
american hi-5
alexisonfire
afi
angels and airwaves
afternoon zero&hearts
ataris&hearts
boxcar racer&hearts
blink-182&hearts
billy talent
bad religion
bob marley
bowling for soup
breaking down
coheed and cambria
creedence clearwater revival
creed
chris done&hearts
david bowie&hearts
eminem&hearts
firehouse
fall out boy
green day
glen morror mews&hearts
headley&hearts
hello kelly&hearts
john prine
kiss
lou reed
my chemical romance
marilyn manson
misfits
mikedotb&hearts
mxpx
nickleback&hearts
not a clue&hearts
new found glory
plus 44&hearts
panic! at the disco
queens of the stone age
rides again&hearts
sum-41
simple plan
saugh
system of a down
silent point&hearts
something corporate
the bravery
tlc
the only exception
taking back sunday
three days grace
tim mcgraw
the stranglers
the used
underoath
u2
weazer
yellowcard&hearts
well. 2006 didn't start out all that grand. but as the days went by things started to change. i came home from New Brunswick. and my best friend and wifey was at home waiting for me. i love you baby. then on the forth i started going out with my ex that i still like very much. we went out over a year ago. but i think its gonna be better this time. neways now its saturday and i'm stuck at home with nothing to do. so i'm listening to music. right now its -breaking down- their awesome. i love them neways i have to go i have to clean my room and i should do the work i was given for the holidays. yep that would be a good thing to do. well i got to go. i will be back on agian later. not that anyone is reading this. thats ok though. lots of love and luck in the new year. <3
oopsydaisy
nm in class.....
posted Sep 20
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posted Mar 27
oopsydaisy
ello luv........
posted Mar 05