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Maddy_Baby 33
yeahh that's the name =]
Learn it..and love it. or hate itt. =] honestly i don't care.
I've got major trust issues. so if I trust you;; don't fuck it up.
I'm as real as it gets, and I expect you to be as well.
I say "Fuck" a lot. if you have a problem with it, don't talk to me.
It's that simple. =]
I talk shit. But then again, who doesn't?
Also, i'm not afraid to be completely honest with anyone. If there's a problem, you'll know right away.
I have 3 bestfriends. That's it. Elizabeth, Valentina, and AnnaBelle. these girls are my fucking everything. and I trust them with all i have.
Tight pants. sharp objects. emo guys. black eyeliner. --that's all I need to have in order to live.
Judge me. see if i care. i'll judge you back. but that's only if you piss MaddyBaby off.
Drama. I start it alot. but not intentionally. and I find myself to always be in it;; no matter what.
But it can actually be amusing =P
I'm not straightedge. and I never will be. If you knew me, you'd know how completely true that is.
I know who I am. except I'm not sure about my religious beliefs. God? welll, I don't know. He may excist. but no one knows for sure.
Call me a whore, a bitch, emo. It doesn't bother me because yeahh. I can be a whore. and I knoww I am a bitch.
Get over itt. 33
Anything elsee?
Instant Message me:: Maddy_BabyX0
Thanks, Lovess =]
Ryan =[
Okay so Ryan just broke up with me...Online. Then he called me and i asked him about it. He said he didn't know why. It was "because he doesn't love me anymore". It sucks. Like okay. I've had quite a few boyfriends before but he was different. I felt mega close to him and now it sucks. I can not stop crying. I don't expect anyone to care but i just want to write about it.
He's amazing. And i really love him. I'd always tell him that i love him and he'd say he loved me too. He didn't.. :[ ughhh
He didn't understand. No one did. and now everything is ruined between us. I think it's partly my dad's fault. But no it's all mine too.
I don't see why it's so randomly that he decided to break up with me. AND NO REASON. i think he cheated on me. i hope not. but why would he? am i not good enough?
i just wrote a song. it's basically dedicated to him. i don't know if i'm going to give it to him though. i don't have what it takes.
now that i think about it...it was too good to be true. I'd tell Val this all the time::
"I don't get it. I'm so happy. Ryan is perfect..why would he want someone like me?"
I thought it was maybe because I had finally met someone who overlooked all my problems. And how annoying i can be. Guess not. But like Mannnn. I don't know. He is perfect.
If you met this kid you would be like "WoW." Because he's smart and sooo adorable. He is. He is soo sexayyy cutee. But that wasn't what made me like him so much. He has an extremely great personality. He'll listen to me. That's what i need.
I always screw everything up with guys. Something about me makes guys not like me. I tried SOO hard to impress him. I actually thought our relationship was going good. I guess not. I mean we just got grounded and he hates me for it and i guess it's obvious now but god. If i could just have ONEE more chance. I would change EVERYTHING.
I love Ryan so much. I really do.
He doesn't know my link to this so he can't read it. But i hope he gives me another chance. Pleaseee. :[
Ryan <33
ahaha Ryan. he amazes me. i've never been as happy as i am now. ever.
all i can say is he means so much to me. i dont know where i'd be right now if i hadn't met him. [[well if my brother hadn't met him]] =] i know i can come to him with anything and he'll always listen..and he'll know what to say && when to say it too. it means so much he's with me. i don't think anyone will understand exactly. but i do. and i know i love him like uncontrolabely ..and a tonnn. 6-4-07
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you always know when something is wrong.
you always know just what to do to make me feel better.
when you're around i cant help
but smile.
Our xx I love you's xx always give me butterflys
you're the one thing that never gets old
and you're all i've ever dreamed of =]
&& everytime she's with him
she falls a little h a r d e r <3
ValentinaVeneno™
oh. :] I am making you a present but it\'s not one of
those list thingys. I have to give it to you when you
come over which has to be soon. Call me is a sec?
♥
posted Aug 21
ValentinaVeneno™
omg i know right! JustinBobby is sooooo gunna hurt
herr!
posted Aug 21
ValentinaVeneno™
Ello, love how is you? tee hee, my sis got grounded
last nite for being \"internet monitor\" on my mommy
and she got SOOO mad! it was soo funny. She deserved
it. She\'s always on top of everyone. So how are things
going with your \"BFF\"? :]] ♥ VaL
posted Aug 21
ValentinaVeneno™
PSSSSHHHHHHHH! whatev. she\'s totally gonna talk to you
in 10 more minutes being like \"AND YOU KNOW WAAAT?
DON\'T TALK TO ME CUZ I\'M NOT TALKING TO YOU AND THIS
IS SHIIZZZ AND BLAH BLAH BLAH FUCKING BLAH!\" you know
how she is :] and wtf, we know she doesn\'t apologize
for shit she doesn\'t do, SHE DOESN\'T APOLOGIZE FOR
FUCKING ANYTHING! ok. I gotta calm down now....i need a
frapp and a snickers.
posted Aug 20
ValentinaVeneno™
haahahaaha, I\'m so stupid, it\'s funni.OMG maybe
you\'ll get twice the bushes. maybe yuo\'ll get
like....BRAZIL or something :]] tee hheee. Love
ya. ♥ VaLeNtiiiNa, betch...
posted Aug 20
ValentinaVeneno™
buddy omg there\'s like a fire down the street and
it\'s like HUUUUGEEE. and the sirens made mee really
awake and stuff....
posted Aug 20
ValentinaVeneno™
YOU\'RE KIDDING! oh-em-gee! (btw, is this a good thing
or a bad one? excuse my stupidity, lol) HOLY FUCK
THERE\'S THIS STUPID ANT CRAWILING ON MY COMPUTER
SCREEN AND I WANNA KILL IT BUT JESUS TOLD ME NOT
TO...lol. I don\'t even know how I saw it, I\'m like in
the process of waking up. yaaaaay. so how was your
sleep, darling?
posted Aug 20
ValentinaVeneno™
hey madddy guesssesss what? I got one of those IMVU
thigyz. yess yess yeessss. go me. love ya!
posted Aug 18