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XXPOETICTRAGEDYXX
Age: 20
Location: Aurora, CO
Joined On: Sep 21, 2006
Music is my passion...its what I live for..I couldnt live without it.
I am a musician.
I sing. I play guitar. I play drums. I [try to] play piano (even though Ive never had a single lesson because Im too stubborn to go out a do something like actually learnthat would be sheer INSANITY)
I am a performer. I demand attention...I always have
I am a writer.
Its my escape...in a world of beautiful disaster, its my release...songs, lyrics, free verse of tangled script... I write.
I love to dance. [not well mind you]
I consider DPs to be an awesome way to spend time...theyre sweeeeet.
I like my shoes. Theyre rad.
I love the sound of an incredible drum solo
Bands with cool names and really obscure song titles.
I love running around dancing in the rain.
Jumping. Climbing things and stuff. Like trees and buildings...
I am stubborn, strong willed and incredibly opinionated.
I love my friends
Starbucks is awesomely addicting.
I love socks.
Photos & Photography.
AMAZING.
I love the sound of a piano playing
Eating cereal out of coffee cups
I love emo guys...my guilty pleasure.
I love driving with no destination in mind...wind blowing, music blaring, and friends mooning unsuspecting motorists
I am a hopeless romantic.
I love watching movies.
Being a pirate...not to mention a bandit.
I am a rebel. I dont play by the rules in order to just become one in the same
I fear a loss of individuality...losing ourselves to be part of the crowd
I love guys who are musicians...
The sound of a guy singing [well] a guitar playing softly in the background...strumming the chords that change a life
Im a slacker. I love to sleep in
Staying up late and waking up early.
Fall.
I love art, poetry books and all that other nerdy type stuff thats so hardcore
The letter F.
I like pants and dancing in pants.
Sno Cones.
I resent my name...it's so fucking common it's mind numbing....
I like falling asleep while playing guitar.
I love people who are funny and dont even know it
Hair flips.
I love meeting cool people ... ... ... and not so cool people
Music. It is the reason why I breathe.
I love life
On Being Ashlei...
So...i pretty much hate life...
I was walking down the halls earlier, and it made me physically sick....
People are pathetic...striving so much to be something that they never will be...
Killing themselves, merely to "fit in"
...i don't know...me venting. ..
,,,me, being me...
letters that kill...
Skin pulled tight; soft and warm.
Dreaming of acid, marijuana...and other frilly things.
Stained the sheets theyre still screaming hello.
So intoxicating; With the lights (o)ff were contagious.
Eyes glazed over. Limbs limp and dampen with righteousness.
Find some new way to suppress us now as everything comes crashing down.
Fall to pieces.Dried up saltine. hate...I forget just what it was that made me so small.
Still screaming hello. Are you listening now?
Desperate cry for help; entertain us. Simple cues lead us to truth.
Changes move the lines that were forgotten.
Where's the one who will lead us to the revolution.
Everyones talking about a revolution. Mass chaos and anarchy.
Theres a spot on my mind. An ink-stain.
Black and putrid its revolting. Dark and sinister it plots as it shoots the gun.
Pull the trigger. Watch the fun begin. A hole in my head.
Multi-colored folders singing a tune of their own.
liesYet hes still the one screaming hello.
It reeks as it rapes the innocence of the youth long since reaped.
The only one. Swiftly palpitatingthe pulse of corporate greed.
Set to destroy truth; brainwashing the youth into follow becoming
the gluttons of the commercial industry.
Come down from the clouds they beckon us to reality.
Unwilling. Blind. Lies and deceit force fed to follow since birth.
Same old melodies preach to pretend.
Were all so fucking fake, were a disgusting display_
we are the hollow and vapid imitation of the life we lead...scratch paper.
Turned on by the Taste of Sin...
I cant feel my tongue.
The heartless control everything.
Spinning so fast out of control.
This is what its like to be estranged.
The music plays its same soft notes.
Off beat. Oddities.
Standing on the pitch of the roof it feels like I can fly,
and I just might.
Take flight into the dark night.
Screaming voices swirl dark within my decrepit mind.
Numbing out the pouts of screaming infidelities.
No one can stop this show
Merely a moment.
A dizzying fervor.
Come on.
These fucking dreams haunt me till you fall down
and smash the excuses till they are nothing
but shattered remains of what you thought you had
so long ago.
You should...
Kill.
Smile.
Cut it out for me.
Cut it.
Cut it Out...
thexsweetestxsounds
why are you frustrated? was ur dad super pissed?
posted Dec 14
When_You_Mention_Blue
im doing lovely!!! how about yourself????
posted Oct 19
jessi noelle
OMG i had no idea it was you and i know now ROFL your
picture looks like someone completly different
lol OMG for the longest time i thought you were some
girl who lived 23048290348 miles away rofl im a
dork but thats crazy how much stuff we have in common i
never knew lol where have you been i never see
you :[[ i miss our deep comversations too are you mrs.
roulettes helper person anymore?
posted Oct 17
jessi noelle
&& i have decided that your amazing as well. :] soo
whats your name lol i dont think you have it on
here..-read billboard- no you dont but i eat my cereal
out of coffee cups too lol we are rad
posted Oct 10
When_You_Mention_Blue
you\'re just a little bit amazing, sweetheart. xoxoxox
posted Oct 05
jessi noelle
um hi i think you are my long lost twin because we
basically love the same things lol except i sadly can
not play an intrument :[ but other then that your like
my twin lol expecially when you talk about your fear of
losing your individuality.. i have the same fear too//
anyway i hope i didnt freak you out lol
posted Oct 03