Age: 101
Location: inside your box of cracker jacks
Joined On: Jan 11, 2007
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days like these make you step back and think...
what will tomorrow be like? there are never any guarantees. you have to push yourself through the bad times and appreciate every second of the good times. because when it comes down to it, you want to look back and know that you lived life to its fullest.
its been four years since my grandfather died...
four long years. he was my hero. my role model. my biggest fan.
i loved my grandpa. and what's best is he really loved me for me. most of my family just stays distant. they don't see me the way he did. they think i'm just a moody adolescent. he knew there was more to me than what they saw. he always asked me, "you know how much i love you, right? and you know i would do anything for you."
i miss that man so much...and sometimes its hard to think about, and certainly hard to talk about, but he taught me so many great lessons that i will never forget. and after four years, its time to talk about him. he'll always have a place in my heart.
wow. its been a long time since i've written anything on here. well, life's good. you know it's sad, people like to go around complaining about how they're having a crappy day, or they hate their lives. all that complaining only leads to misery. 'cause if you say it enough, it WILL be true. stop and think about all the great things you have in life. your best friends, your family, the teachers that are truly inspirational... life is a gift. don't take for granted what you have been given.
for the first time in a long while, i've stepped back to take a look at my life and myself. i've realized some of my flaws that end up pushing people away and i'm doing my hardest to change that. i want back some of my old friends, even though i know we might never be as close as we once were. i want a chance to make things better at least. i guess this goes out to: A.K., A.D., J.H., S.B., & G.P.
i miss you guys. i know that alot of things have changed us and our friendships, but i look back and reminisce on old times and the fun we always had and it makes me sad to think that its all over.
i am who i am.
for any of you who read this, thank you for taking time out of your busy days to read these words. they may not mean much, but they're something.
may you be safe from inner and outer harm,
may you be happy and peaceful of heart,
may your body be healthy and strong,
may your life be filled with ease.
O.B.-1
YOU
posted Jan 21
O.B.-1
stunning
posted Jan 16
O.B.-1
what song?
posted Jan 14
O.B.-1
um the chilly one
posted Jan 14
O.B.-1
cooool quote!
posted Jan 12
thehorvath
Yeah. I\'m totally gonna stalk you - not. I know a
kid from kansas named Tommy Butz. do you know him?
Even though its kind of a long shot.
posted Dec 17
thehorvath
Yeah I\'ve been addicted to Heard the World lately.
What state do you live in?
posted Dec 06
thehorvath
Some of my favorites are Brand New, Emery, and Saosin.
I think Paramore\'s good too. I think misery business
is their best song.
posted Dec 02