always and forever

Posted August 23, 2006


i dont think i can hold this in to much longer.
cancer took her from me
i miss her
a lot.
she practically raised me ,you know,
for the first 7,8 years of my life.
&& i never told her how much i really did love her
or how much she ment to me.
i never took the time to say hi.
i always thought there'd be another day
another day to tell her.
another day to show her.
ive known for a while that she would leave me
sooner then others
though i just never thought itd be this soon
i always thought she would be there
for my graduation
for my wedding
for my life.
its starting to get to me.
ive been holding it in.
fogetting it.
pretending like it didnt happen.
i dont know how long its gonna work

I love you Diane Marie Parrott
you will always have a special place in my heart