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XTYLERBARNEYX
I'm Tyler. I'm 16. I'm a Christian. I love music. I'm single. I love all kinds of music. Really soft stuff, really heavy stuff, catchy stuff. Pretty much anything. Except country. hit me up if you wanna know more. add me on myspace. myspace.com/xtylerbarneyx
ig. nah. rant.
sometimes.
life.
sucks.
some things were not meant to be understood.
but i'll still try my best to find them.
i tend to think really deep.
but i think i tend to be really shallow.
i think my best at night.
and i love this weather. perfectly cool. slight breeze.
but i feel like i don't belong.
not here or anywhere.
maybe somewhere but im not sure where it's at.
sick of routines and cycles. sick of everyday being the same.
daggum deja vu.
i hate it when i can tell you what's coming next.
and then it does.
it feels so close.
so far from being close, though.
always just out of reach.
its almost Christmas and I have no idea what i want.
the only time all year when i dont know what i want.
and the only time when i could get santa to bring it.
it's safe here. but i really dont like it.
im getting attached to people.
but no one special.
just black and white pieces of paper. and the ones who are the "closest" are just reading lines. just to get it over with.
and it makes me sick.
the few things i thought i had.
gone. pretty much abandoned.
i want a girl by my side.
but i know it's probably for the better that there isn't one.
waste of time.
probably heartbreak. and i dont want to get too involved. all for nothing.
but seriously.
how much is it to ask?
a cute girl.
dark/brown hair.
good smile.
cute eyes.
good ear for music.
not a mean girl.
apparently too much.
my dog has a ridiculous amount of fleas on her. it's insane. and she hardly ever goes outside.
my stupid cat skamper bites the heck outta me. for no reason at all.
school sucks as always.
i dont understand science.
i dont understand math.
i dont like the rest of it too much.
SINGLE
im gonna rant because no one will ever read this.
being single sucks.
i hate it.
i've been single my whole life.
never had a girlfriend.
i just want to live the dream.
i want THAT girl.
not a hot one.
a cute one.
cute eyes, nose, lips.
cute kiss.
share cute stupid inside jokes.
kiss for no reason at all.
i make her smile.
she makes me smile.
she makes me forget everything that's wrong.
i escape with her.
i know im not waiting for nothing.
im waiting for something.
the perfect girl.
whew.
i cant wait. one day.
its gonna be a good day.
but i dunno when its gonna be.
i need a girlfriend
yeah.
and check out my myspace.
myspace.com/xtylerbarneyx
that's where the real blogs are at, yo.
livnhardcore
I LOVE YOU TYLER BARNEY
posted Dec 15
livnhardcore
Hey Ty. wazzup dawg i dont know if u ever use this or
not so watever!
posted Sep 29
Z-Ko-oL-1
I\'ve seen you beforeee.at least.i think i have.you
look like this guy from murray hill.but idk.second
theif kicks ass
posted Sep 26
D-Nasty
CTP!
posted Dec 25
AllSaintsCry
It recently came to my attention that you are on my
friends list; thanks. Hope you are well.
posted Oct 05
Beckalina
HI TYLERRRRRR!!!!!!!
posted Sep 29
Hotspur
hey tyler, i was hoping u could listen to my band
Hotspur\'s new CD at
/hotspur Add us if u like it :) Dave
posted Aug 15