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Age: 19
Location: United States
Joined On: May 13, 2006
indiejared
Toms River, NJ
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United States
ryan hodges
Chicago, IL
haumua
Kaneohe, HI
hmm well if u really wanna know ull add me as a friend and then send me msgs and then talk like weve known each other for ages lol then we can be together for life *wipes away the tears* any hot people out there add me as a friend hell we can be hot together haha i love lots of things not much that i hate well i hate winter and fuckwits and wierdos that take it too far and start to freak me out lol.................but im pretty easy going xD i love to meet new and wonderful people and im a pretty big romantic and haha im not ashamed of it. i love attention (from the right kinda people)_ hehe and yeh i do believe in love at first sight
life is a prison...
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.
Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.
Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.
So how do you grow,
With a time bomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?
You can't.
im strange..!
Im StranGe aND I LiKE IT
ThAtS jUst ThE WAY I AM
i cAnt CHAngE, I CaNT hIDe iT,
Its just thE WAY I am
YOU miGht as well gEt OvER iT,
aCcePt ME as I AM
im STRANgE and I like IT
JuST ThE way i AM !!!
hey kid ull never live this down
Eat Me,Beat Me,
Bite Me,Blow Me,
Suck Me,Fuck Me Very Slowly.
If you Kiss me dont be Sassy,
Use your Tongue and make it Nasty
sticks and stones may break my bones, whips and chains exite me, tie me up and strap me down, show how much you like me<3
Its all about you
It's all about you
When I see you
I get blind
Everything just fades away
And there is only you, standing there
Standing in the middle of my heart
I don't know why this is happening to me
Is it your melting eyes thats taking control?
Is it your gaze thats killing me?
It's all about you
About holding you in my arms
I spend many nights dreaming
Spend many nights dreaming about you
I don't know
I just hope, that someday
Those dreams come true...
for nothing
find a way inside of me
and ease this troubled mind
destroy the winding spirals
put out these raging fires
fight me til i wane
and surrender what is mine
these sunken shallow eyes
and thoughts evade with time
the memory of failure
the confusion and the pain
to slowly walk afar
a fall unto the sky
perhaps another lifetime
within this elusive disguise
to find the piece thats missing
to void these tired fears
and the willingness come hither
along so many years
but once the bind is broken
this spirit lifted free
where then will thou travel
where then shall thou flee
for feeling brings with it meaning
of a meaningful existence
so very inhumane
except the peace within it
to walk in fields of nothing
surrounded close with everything
and there time does not wither
the mind it does not shatter
but grows upon emotions
and fed among the pain
to pick among the feeling
and reap a bitter truth
of the ageing and forgetting
of this place i found in youth
i stray once more from living
in hope that i may find
the feilds so full of nothing
and claim those lands as mine
to exist just one more time
in the place that i belong
not quite among the living
but far apart from dead
the beauty and the passion
that lives within my head.
Tash~Emo
Hey there cutie :)
posted Feb 28
Katie-Keiko
hey, what is up? i notice you page says that we
could be hot together, i\'m not very hot----i mean i am
soo ugly, but we could try to be hot together, lol
posted Jan 23
Krabby_Patties_Rock125
hey do you have myspace?
posted Jan 14
Carolynn
ur so cute .(: how are you. ?
posted Jan 06
-DeathByLove;;;
Nice Pics
posted Dec 29
purplecheckered
hey
posted Dec 28