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Random Lyrics...(really influenced by "promising light" by Iron & Wine)
Posted November 4 | 1 Comments
We used to be all we were. Not a day went by where I could go without thinking of you. Now ive created this mess, and you're far better off without me. But I miss you, Oh how I miss you... And now I see love, here in my empty hand where yours used to rest. And now I see love, sitting here knowing that you were the best... But now I see love, looking at you in this other mans arms. But now I see love, looking for you in this other girls arms. read more
To You..
Posted October 29 | 1 Comments
To you, im someone who used to show you love. To you, im someone who used to care. To you, im someone who has lost faith. To you, im someone who continually hurts you. To you, im someone who cant make the right decision. To you, im not a man, but merely an immature adolescent. But, more importantly, to you, im your son, and im so very thankful for all of your love. read more
Days Of The Week.
Posted October 8 | 3 Comments
Monday - Metal Monday.. wear any type of apparel that would show off your inner metal self. Tuesday - Tragic Tuesday.. wear any type of apparel that would come off as being "emo". Wednesday - Argyle Wednesday.. wear any form of argyle. sweaters are most preferred, but socks are acceptable. Thursday - Thrifty Thursday.. wear any type of apparel that is from a thrift store. old shirts are the best. Friday - Flannel Friday.. wear any type of flannel shirt. Saturday - Sleeveless Saturday.. we… read more
Mary Jane
Posted October 6 | 3 Comments
Nonchalantly, I begin to pack another bowl. As I sit with a few friends, I fill my head with more than uncertain thoughts. This is more than an addiction, its a lifestyle. One of which that is frowned upon by many people. Does this make me a bad person? I tell myself no and take another deep breath. Some might think this is the source of my problems. Maybe theyre right, but i disagree. I know I could be much worse off with other things, and if this is the worst of it, I think ill be just fine. read more
Short Thought
Posted October 6 | 1 Comments
When I look back, what is it I see? When I look ahead, what is it that ill be? Apathy reveils that neither question has an answer, but merely a memory that was, and a future that couldnt come sooner. read more
Untitled Thought
Posted October 6 | Leave a Comment
With her head against my chest, I feel a foolish sense of accomplishment. We both say those words and want to believe we know each other. But in simplest terms, we dont. Not whats beneath the skin. Other than the feelings of false love, fun memories and our trialed relationship, there is nothing. She doesnt know. Nobody does. Maybe thats how it should stay, or maybe im all wrong. It wouldnt be the first time, and certainly not the last. But nonetheless, love is the last thing I need to pretend… read more
Dear (insert name here),
Posted October 6 | 1 Comments
I am a torn man. At times I tell you and myself that im in love. But is this really love? We have all the basic components of a relationship, but then again, there are things that you and I both do wrong. Most of which are problems of my own. Both internally and outward. There are times where I dont understand how you could or want to be with me. You, along with everyone else, dont truly understand what i have and am currently going through. But for your sake and mine, its better that way. Are… read more
Thought of the day. (Who is she?)
Posted October 2 | 1 Comments
I remember it as clear as today. I remember when it was cool and fun to stay at home with her all day. I remember thinking she was perfect. Thinking she was flawless. I remember when I found out how naive I was. It didnt happen all at once, but rather stretched over the years. Long, deceitful and painful. I remember being in denial. How foolish was I? But i remember, more distinctly than anything else, how I eventually became her. All that i once stood for and was against. I was. Not for any d… read more
