Age: 17
Location: Pilar, NM
Joined On: Jun 16, 2006
m.e.---- my name is sonia...im from northern NM or Taos.....i loooove muzik (who doesnt)...when i say musik im talkin metal, hardcore, screamo, punk, and all that other gooooood stuffs...im really easy to talk to im alittle weird sumtimes...... i loove kronik!!!! the energy drink not the drug!!!.....i drink yea when i have the opportunity i dont smoke ciggarettes they're flippin nasty....i wish i could play the drums and the guitar but i suck because its really hard for me to learn stuff.......yea i guess that just sum stuff about me or all i can think of!!! oh and a couple more things...... ADD ME!!! i NEED friends!!!! lol!!! COMMENT ME!!! MESSEGE ME!!! im not online all the time but its always nice to find some new stuff when you log on!!!.... lmao!!!! if i add you and you approve ......thank you very mucho!!!!! you rock!!!! and yea........comment me.... messege me.... i'll be the best friend you'll ever have!!
hello hi my name is Mary and I'm an addict
I've been sober now 4.............24 hours
I jus have some issues
I jus took some benzedrine Percoset codeine
dusted up smoked some weed candy flipped
and popped in Visine
so my timing may be off I vaporize 2 fuel the cough
adrenaline is pressuring Doctor bring the medicine
some ketamine Vicodin Xanax and anthrax
I'm hiding all my needle tracks I'm fighting off heart attacks
nosebleeds cheap speed shitty weed all seed
gettin frisky dirty deeds sippin whiskey on my knees
about 2 burn out crooked mouth turned out on anotha bout
I'm chillin in a glass house pourin anotha glass out
I'm goin in my stash now there ain't nothin I ain't usin
GHB LSD Valium and Ecstasy
Pop mescaline with Mexicans put ether in my napkin
I've got so many skeletons I'm a chemical reaction
I'm pissed off pissed on express addiction through this song
half my memory is gone the X in me lets me belong
I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out
5 AM fully geeked sweat tricklin down my cheek
mouth bone dry can't even speak the cover girl 4 heroin chic
the enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally
coke wench tweaker bitch cocktease
best friend park bench make the switch some of these
a few of them I wake up bent my money spent
how'm I gonna pay my rent
my sugar daddy needs the ends
my dealer is my new best friend
waking up in strangers' beds with these voices in my head
drunk slut coke blunts junkie bitch bathroom bumps
homeless broken out of luck and really jus don't give a fuck
uneffective unemployed unstable null and void
my vanity has been destroyed the famine keeps me paranoid
blacked out white lines highballs crooked spine
comatose overdose took it 2 the borderline
sirens ambulance doctors cuttin off my pants
black & blue in ICU I've got a 50/50 chance
I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out
fuckin fiend quarantine feed me caffeine nicotine
trade it 4 some Thorazine morphine or dopamine
itchy veins Novocaine stop these voices in my brain
as my muscles start 2 strain help me Lord am I insane
fix me quick suck my dick your counseling makes me sick
answer me where's my shit tell me what you did with it
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I hate U all U fuckin bitch
I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out
Close the door and take the stairs
Up or down, Ups and downs
Don't pretend you've never been there
You kiss me like an overdramatic actor
Who's starving for work
With one last shot to make it happen
You won the role, you've played your part
You've been cordially invited
But I'm not impressed
And I'm definately not excited
Cause the film runs a shallow budget
And the writer's subject script isn't any deeper
So dive right in
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
Hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
Hey you, who are you kidding?
Don't quit 'til 47.
Then we'll turn it up, and we'll play a little faster.
Take back everything you ever said
You never meant a word of it
You never did
Take back everything you said
You never meant a word of it
You never did
She said, 'Alright, alright slow down'
Oh no, oh no we won't
Cause I regret everything that I said
To ever make her feel like she was something special
Or that she ever really mattered
Or did she ever really matter?
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills
Hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them
I won't buy in
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills
Just don't count on this summer
Don't quit 'til 47
Then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster
Take back everything you ever said
You never meant a word of it
You never did
Take back everything you said
You never meant a word of it
You never did
I'm not sayin' that I'm not breakin' some hearts tonight, girl
Oh, I'm not sayin' that I'm not breakin' some hearts tonight, girl
Alright, alright, slow down
Take back everything you ever said
You never meant a word of it
You never did
Take back everything you said
You never meant a word of it
You never did
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
Hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
Hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsakee,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
Please don't mind what I'm trying to say 'cause I'm, I'm being honest
When I tell you that you
You're part of the reason I'm so set on the rest of my life
Being a part of you
You tell me what you think about being open,
About being honest with yourself
'Cause things will never be the same.
So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning while I'm falling down
Now you know why I'm begging you to stay
Don't waste time getting to the point, 'cause I'm, I'm patiently waiting
For your next phone call, your next excuse for losing sleep again
Tell me what you think about being open,
About being honest with yourself
'Cause things will never be the same
So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning while I'm falling down
Now you know why I'm begging you to stay
'Cause I can't stop it now
It's so amazing how
I know I cant, I could never walk away
How can we resolve this now
We let it go, and wonder how
This can never be the same
Can never be the same
So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning while I'm falling down
Now you know why I'm begging you, I'm begging!
'Cause I can't stop it now,
It's so amazing how,
I know I cant, I could never walk away.
Please don't mind what I'm trying to say, 'cause I'm, I'm being honest.
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
[repeat]
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..
[repeat]
adoredzero
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posted May 18
TheronRogers
Hey!If you like Dashboard Confessional then you might
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posted Jul 14
sarah-kid
OoOoOo sounds mega fun :] hmmm im not doing alot
actually be lazy and that usual stuff hahaha im a fat
lazy bum ;P
posted Jul 20
sarah-kid
ah good lass (weird word for girl) lmao so any plans
for the weekend?
posted Jul 19
sarah-kid
omg fucking jealous here haha you didnt even think of
stealing me and taking me with you :P hahaha next year
maybe its like my life long goal to go to a warped tour
:]
posted Jul 18
sarah-kid
heyyyyy =]] im good how are you ? kinda sick right now
not much fun haha
posted Jul 16
thejokersdomain
Nothin\' much, my band: Assnyne has a show today for a
Battle of the Bands. We\'re gonna\' kick everyone\'s
ass man.
posted Mar 12