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weeping willow.

Shapeshifter.
You presented yourself as everything I had ever wanted. Nothing made me forget you before, and I don't think I ever really will.... you respected the boundaries between a single girl and one in a relationship. You knew where to draw the line, and that's what got me hooked.

You remembered our old chemistry, and that created a new spark.We walked through the gaslit street light parks at night in London. All in London. I think I fell in love in London, if love is having you stuck on my mind for months to come. I wouldn't have ever seen the snowcaps of greenland if it weren't for you.

I can't say I regret any of that. If I regret anything, it would be telling you to take me home when we had only been out for two hours. I lost my head in London, and you only spun me faster. I was deeply in love with our storyline. It was fun while it lasted. Between your drumset, 30 hours a week workshifts, and smoking pot, it never amounted to much.... And after a month of no contact, you had the nerve to apologize in a text when you had never replied to the numerous texts I had sent all week. And you called. But you never called back.

There was nothing I hated more than seeing you that Thursday night. You looked right at me. You never said anything. You never called back. You never called back, and I didn't let myself call you.... You fit the mold she was calling for. Our chemistry really was kerosene.

I had thought I had met three of my soulmates... Until I crossed you off of the list. To think, I thought I had met my soulmates. What the fuck do I really know? How pathetic, only fifteen and already believing I had met three "soulmates."

I am hopelessly and forever bound to be in love with Kyle Harris.