how far ive fallen...

Posted April 1, 2007

I have fallen!! i cry!
but i hear no response from the shadows of my heart...
I HAVE FALLEN!! i cry!
i am broken! my life is worthless!!
I HAVE FALLEN!!!
Why do you torcher my fallen soul!!

but as i burst into flames i see the light at the top of the pit i have fallen in....

Ow God i have fallen!! Please help me from this pit!!! i cry!
i wait, and pray...

i feel hands around my broken and distorted figure,
i feel them pick me up and lift me from my present state of disfigurement

i look up to see the face of the most beautiful and high,
i ask "why one so pure and clean would even look apon something so hidious and hagard?"
the responce is "my son, ive have sent "my" son to die for you, the blood of him will wash away your hidiousness, i love you".......