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If you have pushed this...you have entered my world.

I'm complicated, yet I'm not.

I'm unique, yet molded by the world.

Just like everyone else.

But not like anyone you've ever known before.

I don't have it together,

Yet I have the capacity.

And letting everyone here know that

Now

From this "billboard"

Just proves to you I'm not so different.

But I bet nobody's ever done it

This way before.

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April 7

My Living Suicide (poetry)

My Living Suicide You’re the death that sucks away my soul Yet the life that keeps me breathing The knife that carves your name in my heart With a tourniquet to slow the bleeding So put your gun up to my head Say that words that pull the trigger Spray my name upon the wall If it makes you that much bigger Cuz with my thoughts across the door You could see you knew me well Sweep up all your broken promises Paint over me and go to hell! Cuz there’s not much left for you to say With nothing more for me to think So wash your hands of my insolvent heart And drain my memories down your sink And while poison stains your tainted lips Nitroglycerine coats your veins This one last kiss could kill me When my heart bursts into flames Your love is now my suicide As I lie in wait of your kiss Gripping tight the last of my sanity As the poison covers my lips Your pretty lies have lit the fire The flame that fuels my heart It mixes with the poison kisses Giving the explosion its start I grab the sheets for the violent shakes Are completely out of my control While wondering just how long it takes For someone to lose their soul Whether my future is life or whether it's death It’s all left for you to decide The weapons of choice are held in your hands You’re my life, my death…my suicide. By Me. (I wrote this about an old "relationship" of mine. I say "relationship", because, well, it's complicated. But it felt like he just fed me a bunch of pretty words. I don't hold it against him, though, because I was one pessimistic fuck. However, it's all over now, and I'm finally happy. But I do thank him for the inspiration for this poem. =))

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February 7

Who put this on?..."It's on RANDOM!"

Did you know that it's virtually impossible for a person to say "Toy Boat" three times fast? Try it. I'll bet you can't do it. You'll begin to mix up the vowel sounds until it's distorted into something like, "Twe boyt". That's because it's basically the hardest tongue-twister in the human language. Some studies have been done in order to determine if the brain or tongue is more responsible. One scientist believes it has to do more with the brain. For example, it takes longer to read "Shelly sells sea shells by the sea shore", as opposed to "Sally bought shells at the store" proving that, not just the tongue, but the brain, too has a hard time deciphering tongue twisters. On the other hand, some believe the tongue is more responsible. Okay, so you put your tongue to the back of your teeth to say the "t" in toy. Then, your mouth opens to say "oy". After that, it has to close AGAIN to say the "b", again with the "o" sound, and then your tongue goes back to touching the back of your teeth for the "t" again.
It's a conspiracy! And it's random! And it intrigues me...
Well...that's it for now. I'll let all that sink in...meanwhile, go practice saying it. I know you want to.

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October 10

Uneventful, my ass. ( My First Blog Post) =)

Uhh...I got kinda tired of being told my life was uneventful, cuz in fact it can be amazingly hectic. LoL That would be my doing. I cant stand monotany. By that I mean I can stand it, but Id rather not. Life's more exciting if its spontaneous, in my opinion. Lets see what I did today....in chronological order...
1. Got in a random fist fight with a friend then acted like nothing happened.
2. Slow motion fought with my cousin and tripped over a desk.
3. Threw a book at a random kid in the hall. (He ended up giving it back and I felt a little bad. lol.)
4. Made up a story by flipping through pages in a dictionary.
5. Couldnt open a packet of ketchup so I tried with my teeth and flung it all over me and my boyfriend.
6. Broke out in random song in the middle of class.
7. Me and my partner finished our clay model of an underwater landform that looks suspiciously like a replica of a womans anatomy.
8. Many other random things I really dont feel like probing my mind for.
Ive also just realized that I use the word random a lot. Meh. Oh well, its a very versatile word. Would you rather me use anal sex in every sentence? Ok , I admit it might be a bit funny, but after a while it could turn out a tad weird, dont u think? Ah piss...who cares?! Jus thought Id fill ya in on some shit about my life, instead of having something tell u that I lead an uneventful life, when in fact I dont. My life is just so eventful that I dont have time to take time out of my day to do crap like this. *drumroll and cymbols clashing* OHHHH wut now, bitches? lol Jus playin.....but no, seriously.
Anywho...Im out. Later duuuuuudes.

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