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X.BEAUTYANDBREAKDOWN.X
Age: 19
Location: United States
Joined On: Dec 20, 2006
hoe_deyanira
United States
[thisISN'ToverTILLiSAYitsOVER]
ATL, GA
Micah Rene
Litchfield, AZ
I Am The Indie Fountain Pen
Granger, UT
Well for starters im really bad at talking about myself so i apologies for that
I like...
-MUSIC
-PHOTOGRAPHY
-Singing my heart out
-Green tea
-Anime
-Gazing at the stars
-Daydreaming
-My DS
-Watching things go boom
-The color Burgundypinkpurplegreen (yes that is a color)
-Kissing in the rain
-Having fun
-Making people wonder
-Smiling for no reason at all
-Thinking how cool it would be to own a Dino
-Talking about something that happened along time ago and being the only one laughing
-Saying things outta no where (even though i dont make sense)
-Acting on something then realizing im a dumb shit! =)
-Wondering what makes the world go round
-Wishing upon a star
-Hearing his voice
-Making people smile
-Putting people who deserve to be happy before me
-Acting as if im busy
-Laughing at the lady who looks at me like im crazy
-Telling people that there the reason i do what i do
-Saying "Lies all lies" when someone is trying to tell me something (as a joke that is)
-Making my own endings
-Being a smartass
-Asking random questions
-learning new things
-little things that make a difference
-just the thought that he thinks about me
-Making friends
-Sparkly things
-Being loved
-Giving hugs
-appriciating the things that matter
-Shoes
-CONVERSE
-Dallas Green
-The guy who writes the songs that make you wanna dance
-Piercings,tattoos XD
I Dislike...
-Drama
-People who think they are better
-People who judge
-Animal cruelty
-Hearing a person who uses the word "So" to much in just one dam sentence
-Being lied too
-Hearing someone tapping constantly!
-Bullshit (literally bullshit haha)
-Seeing him with her (but oh well)
-Wondering what if
-Sloppy joes
-Being hurt (thats life)
-Wasting time (yet i do it anyway)
-Having to be listening to a good song and outta nowhere having someone pull your earbud out as it was getting to the good part haha
-Wishing for something i know ill never have
There is more to these but i just put what i could remember any qustions just ask and ill be happy to answer whatever....
The truth of what lies beneath
He says that im the best thing to happen to them
I say im the biggest mistake he ever made
He says im different
I say im all the same
Im every girl who broke your heart before me
Im every girl who never meant to hurt you but did anyway
If you took the time to look deep down you'll find that in some way
Im just like them its just that i dont intend to use it to my advantage
I may not seem like that person but i can be that person
the real question is will you make me into that person
or will you take the time to make me realize im different then i believe....
So i had this guy who...
gave me the world.kissed me outta nowhere.played with my face as i lay my head on his lap.told me he loved me while holding me close.picked me up and spun me around.did everything for me even though i tried doing it myself.let me pluck a lil part of his eyebrow just cause i wanted to.let me pick out the movies i wanted.layed with me and gazed at the stars.stayed on the phone with me all night.kissed me all over my face over and over again cause it made me smile and laugh,would just show up at my door step outta nowhere just cause he missed me and wanted to see me :D.hated curious george but kept the movie i gave to him as a joke for his birthday.kissed me in front of his friends.play fighted with me in front of his friends.showed me a whole new part of life.went to prom with me even though he didnt want to but went cause i did(idky i did haha).when i was sick was by my side asking if i wanted anything to eat or drink.when i got mad just sat there silently waiting till i wanted to speak.protected me.when i was going through a hard time with family was there beside me all the time.when i would try and walk by him and his friends to give him his time with them he would grab me and pull me back so that we could talk.played in a band and invite me to every show and every break he took come spend that spare moment with me.trusted me.accepted me.called or text every chance he'd get.would just talk to me about anything.became my best friend,let me wear his shirts :) and vise versa.would put his earbud in my ear and play songs that we liked and sing to me.give me rides to work.introduced me to his whole family:D.let me hang out with him and his friends(like 4 were mine also haha).when i cryed wiped my tears away and told me it'll be okay.when i was mad always found a way to make me smile.held my hand.played video games with me.held me close when we slept.kissed me on the forhead and whispered "I Love You" in my ear when he thought i was sleeping.when the worst came to worst in our relationship he'd hold me close and tell me not to give up.gave me his heart.made me laugh.made me happy.was my everything because....
I loved this boy like no other and always will .....
miss those times but are now and always my treasured memories :)
Bummer...
i misssss my snakebites :(
the job i have now made me take it out
fuckin sucks!
But i will get them back bahaha!...
???????????
Your not going to be his first his last or his only...
He's loved before he will again...
But if he loves you now what else matters?????...
He's not perfect and you arn't either...
and the two of you will never be perfect....
But if he can make you laugh at least once...
makes you think twice..admits to be human..and making mistakes....
Hold on to him and give him the most you can...
He is not going to quote poetry...
He's not going to be thinking about you every moment...
But he will give you apart of him....that he knows you could break...
Don't hurt him..don't change him..don't xspect more then he can give..
Try not to over-analyza..
Smile when he makes you happy =]....
Yell when he makes you mad...
And miss him when he's not there
Darling..
Let's drive into the sunset
sing love songs make
unkeepable promises & swear
We'll never love anyone else
Yeah they talk about her she just smiles
like she's tough she says "hey can you talk
a little louder? i think my heart is broken enough"
The worst part about being lied to
is knowing you weren't worth the truth
Scatter me across the the sky
I'll shine all nite
and just like a star
i'll fall 4 you
& lets go down to the beach
We'll bring our guitars,sit on top of our cars
and sing the nite away just like rock stars
go on j u s t s a y i t
you need me like a bad habbit
Evan Cottrell
hey i just posted new songs for my band, could you help
me promote ? =) please? and i like the picture of the
girl and the tree you have, its awesome
posted Sep 27
Devyn The Writer
hahahaha wow, you're friend must put out some secret
signal to women and chicks alike. That's nice that you
two have got eachother's back like that. hahaha ward
off the weirdos and what not. Heehee. My friends just
make fun of me when a weird dude hits on me. *sigh*
yup, it's sad LoL. Speaking of getting in trouble at
work, I double charged a customer two nights ago. Let
me just tell you, it was my first time on the register
so I was BOUND to mess up. Just sayin LoL. He was being
such a dousche bag to me and my boss had to come out
and tell him that I was new. And then he went outside
and started complaining to his friends. About fifteen
minutes later one of his friends actually came back
inside and apologized for how his friend was acting. So
I gave him a free yogurt. .the friend, not the dousche
bag. hahaha. *sigh* but yeah, that's my first mix up on
the job. .hopefully it'll be my last. Cause I'm not
fittin' to be losing my job, no thank you. LoL dear,
you don't have to suppress the giggles. It's one of the
things I don't mind coming with being a female. .among
many other things. =P LoL I hope you have a wonderful
day. Keep talking to the cutie!! I sense a connection
there. . .My spidey senses are tingling with that one!
heehee
posted Aug 27
Devyn The Writer
Amen to that my dear. Sure as heck nobody's perfect.
It's calming down now between the friend and us, but
it's different you know? We're not close anymore but
we'll acknowledge eachother. It's sad, but it's life I
suppose. We lose people that we thought we'd never lose
in the first place. Okay, aside from that depressing
story, I have good news. I HAVE A JOB!!!
yaaaaaaaaayyyyyy!!!!! Yup yup yup, I'm a working girl
now. LoL It's at a frozen yogurt place down here, it's
pretty popular. I get paid on Monday. .YEEEAAAHHHH!!!!!
So stoked! How are you doing? Sorry for the delayed
comment, I've been working and then coming back home
and catching up on my z's. . .how've you been? How are
things? How's the dude situation? How's life in
general?
posted Aug 25
beckybooop(:
Loll. sounds fuuun!(: i've been really good thank
youu:) yourself?
posted Aug 22
HOLY COW!!!
lol the other day my mum told me to help her cook
dinner. and i was cutting the onions and i cut my
finger by accident. it hurt so bad. i was like OMG OMG
OMG. my mum was like stand still for goodness sake. it
was kinda funny :P
posted Aug 18
[thisISN'ToverTILLiSAYitsOVER]
Hey whats up? I like your profile, oh and Dallas Green
RULES!!! lol.
posted Aug 15
Devyn The Writer
Aww hun, there's nothing lame about feeling those
butterflies. Heck I think I killed all the butterflies
in me when I broke up with my ex. Yup, he pretty much
killed them. So now I'm a single, bitter woman that'll
probably end up living her life as a spinster lady with
cats. hahahaha eeeewwww I'll be called the cat lady. NO
THANK YOU!!! LoL Anyways, well, I will have to agree
with your ex to be quite honest. Situations will only
be awkward if you make them that way. That I've learned
first hand. . .and recently actually due to the
lameness of my "former" best friend. LONG STORY SHORT:
she's mad at my twin sis because the guy she liked
likes my sister ALOT!! Yeah, and now she's all "Oh,
you're still my best friend. .I still love you guys, I
promise." But she treats me differently now. . .*sigh*
Drama does the soul harm. .that's what I say. Stupid
girls. .sometimes I think I should've been a dude. LoL
is that weird?
posted Aug 15
Devyn The Writer
thanks. .and no the haterz didn't get in the way of me
having some fun down in Cali. I miss it so much down
there already. .now I'm back in dreary, hot Las Vegas.
ugh, oh well, it's home. heehee you feel all the
butterflies coming back when you see this guy huh?
That's just darn adorable. And a guy brought you lunch,
psssh, man don't you have all the luck!! hahaha but I
say KUDOS!! I'm not sure if we have different tast in
guys. .what's the sweetie pie look like that makes your
heart skip a beat for? =D . . .that last sentence in
your last comment you sent me. .should I be worried?
What happened?
posted Aug 13