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A TREGEDY RE - WRITTEN
Age: 16
Location: United Arab Emirates
Joined On: Sep 09, 2008
I'm not goth I'm a ninja
Columbus, MS
vana|cakes™[online? yes!]
United States
Hello,
Well my name is Salama but I'm preferred to be called Helena I'm 14 turning 15 on November 9. I'm a normal high school girl but i live in a world I create so i give no attention to reality. I might be human from the outside but I am vampire at heart!
Music: well what can i say? music is my soul... take is away and you'll leave me empty. I listen to Metal, Black Metal, Hardcore, Gothic, Electro Rock, Punk etc. and my Fav bands are AFI, MCR, Cradle Of Filth, Within Temptation, Emilie Autumn, Blaqk Audio and alot more :)
I hate people who judge others by appearances and don't bother to look what's within. if you are this type of person than you havr five sec's to leave beofre i hunt you down with my dark arts. I don't live in reality it's too harsh but I live in my own little world that's under by bed :). I am a poet as well as a writer and I have some poems on my blogs if your intrested. My fav things to do is reading, writing, day dreaming, and just fool around sometimes and going into my dark mood (best mood to be in!) I am a creaive person
Fav books: Do comic books count? well usually Stephen King (Carrie and Night Shift are my fav) John Connolly (Book of lost things *that made me cry!* umm... Black Angel, The Reapers) Edgar Allan Poe he's freaking amazing... Johnney the Homocidal maniac and Sandsman those are my ultimate fav
My beleifs: I beleive in Vampires anything that people would say that it doesnt exist. Death, God, Angels The devil and his angels, uhhh.... music? peace, life, reality and imagination. What else? well there are many things i beleive in but i guess i forgot XD
Fank you for stoppin by!
Xoxo
Lady Of Darkness
surrrrrvvveeeeyyyy : 3
| Get to know me a little better. The questions that really help you to know me. Have fun. | |
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| If you could live in any other place, where & why? | England - cuzz i miss being there |
| What animal best represents you & why? | Scorpion cuzz it's my star sign i am secrative, jealous and very passionate about things |
| What is the craziest thing you ever did? | Flirt with my history teacher *IT WAS A BET!* kids don't play truth or dare |
| If you could meet anyone, who would it be & why? | AFI or MCR cuzz i love those guys and they're my heros :) |
| If you could go back in time & live in any decade, which would it be & why? | I like it here but i wana live in the Victorien times :) |
| If you could have any superpower what would it be? | Use my dark arts, talk to the dead and be invisable |
| Whos is your ultimate celebrity crush? | no one i don't like celeberties |
| What color best represents you? | Black and Purple |
| What would your life's theme song be? | Affliction - AFI or Helena - MCR |
| Who would you cast to play you in a movie? | no one :) |
| What celebrity best represents your vision of fashion? | no one i'm unique *damn right i am!!* everyone is : ) |
| What would your life movie be called? | A Tregedy Rewritten the diaries of Lady Of Darkness |
| What is the greatest music video of all time? | Donno i love too many to say so XD |
| If you could star in any t.v. show, which one would it be? | none |
| What vehicle best represents you? | A FERARI!!! lol i like shiny things |
| If you could bring back 1 famous person from the dead for a day, who & why? | Edgar Allan Poe cuzz i wanna know how the hell he writes amazing shit while he's drunk *lol* |
| If you became president, what would you do first? | Kill you... just kidden well help ppl of Africa and stop Global Warming |
| If you got one tattoo, what would it be? | AFI - December Underground |
| If you were on MTV's Made, what would you ask to be? | @.@ uhhh... beeeeeeeeeeeppppppp...... haha! |
| Who do you think is the hottest athlete? | i dun watch sports to say so |
| Who do you think is the hottest actor/actress? | Johnney Depp tehehe Moron :3 |
| Who do you think is the hottest musician/singer/rapper? | oohhhh... Adam Carson the Drummer of AFI or Mikey Way from MCR they're all damn sexy :3 |
| Who do you think is the hottest t.v. reality star? | i hate celeberties XD stop pissin me off! |
| What sport best represents you & why? | i hate sports cuzz i'm too lazy!!! damint stop with the sports or i'll kill you!! XD |
| What is your most missed memory of childhood? | To be a kid... I lost myself as a little girl but since i'm an adult i miss the kiddish me more and more |
| What is your greatest accomplishment? | being me umm almost finishing my book and publishing it... being a hero to my little sisters and just being who i am and not being afraid of anyone but God :) |
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...To The Lost And Broken...
...To The Lost And Broken... A bleeding heart She cried a thousand times before she cried more tonight A million wounds over her arms and body I saw her yesterday... She was smiling and laughing with her friends She put away all her pain and misery for a while No one knew what she hid away from the others What pain she have been through So when she dies will they care? For centuries I have been haunting this world I never saw this much pain and misery in my life But what a strong soul! The devil called her a piece of art While the angels called her the ultimate sin Night had fallen... She sat down in her bed crying again Her dreams gone to dust Her innocence gone to the wind I saw the lost trying to calm her down as the full moon appeared A young man... His soul gone to waste Such anger held inside of his heart Such thirst of vengeance run through his blood Even the lords of Hell feared him The Angels tried to kill him may more He haunted this earth as long as I did He heard her heart beating Her soul decaying minute by minute As the clock ticked to almost midnight Very little time left He wondered what caused her so much pain What stories she had to tell She looked at him curiously wondered why everyone feared He took her hands as they walked with the lost and broken Three minutes till midnight They never felt that way before He was a soul while she was human But to him... She was his angel He gave her his heart as he kissed her farewell He left with the others and left her alone She woke up today Thinking it was a dream She smiled a true smile this time and saw his heart in her hands She got out of her bed thinking “This might be a better day” She left her body in a sea of blood She left her heart healing And her soul... Her soul was with him As they walked together in the Valley Of Eternal Rest
...Am I Insane?...
Am I Insane? I would like to get away Away from this place But then they would say Say that I am insane No place to be who I am No one could understand that in this place, I created my own race Building things that took centuries Learning from the mistakes before So I could not repeat those mistakes no more Oh how I wish for this to end! How could I maintain myself? When those demons are out to get me? Paranoid by the things they say Telling me that I am a whore But the truth is I am a girl who cannot handle it any more Anger filled my soul since birth This anger had actually turned into a curse And no one around me is safe But I'm telling you that this is not the case! No one understood my exhausted mind No one could see that my soul is dying Oh how I wish for them to understand But I had to finish this first Not in home, not is school They told me that I was a fool Wasting time building things that will fall apart The hate grew with such haste! But I can't let that break me down So let me create Let me create Create my own place I build a kingdom of my own in the only place that I could I know that I should Everyone laughed telling me that this place had no exist I was filled with anger and then I decided I will kill to let you see See this place with no name And so I did and so I killed fed up by what they said I felt a hand on my shoulder He told me that he knew I couldn't handle it much longer You my love is insane...
That Unhappy Ending
It first started out as a happy family When problems grew, friends turned to enemies She could hear her parents screaming and yelling She tried so hard to stop the deadly feuds But now she is hopeless She could hear her mother screaming and throwing the dishes As the little girl wrote her death wishes And there goes her happy ending Ten days before the divorce Her father was hung for treason Her mother said it was for a good reason She whispered solemnly“Everything will be okay” But the little girl knew that it might be someday Irrelevance! The darkness subdued her as she grew day by day As the innocence she once held have cried it's last hue And suddenly she died and felt malice on the inside Until that day had came When she looked back and knew she could not be saved She smiled and finally wiped her tears away One final prayer and an elation feeling of relief Her face grew paler as she went to death And the mother wept for her lost daughter A single shot had done it all And she saw her daughter stumble and fall Take my soul! She wept and said But all was done She have spoken out and left...
Rev
thats alright. :] so are u on sembreak right now? heheh
i think i'd best be a white lady bcause i look like one
now. haha im anemic. xP
posted Oct 30
c-los is me
ill try not to.
posted Oct 14
c-los is me
yeah music is really helpful like that.um im not really
a prisoner to anything just to my emotions.
posted Oct 10
c-los is me
ummmm Good charlotte? no. Avenged Sevenfold...just
there old stuff. Goth rock is pretty cool but dont
listen to it that often though.
posted Oct 08
c-los is me
um i mostly listen to hopes die last and agraceful
posted Oct 05
c-los is me
yeah ill try to look it up. hey whats your fav. band?
posted Oct 04
superman
hello im good how are you? i LOVE your pictures the
movie the nightmare before christmas is a really
awesome movie! do you like tim burton films? o and also
the movie edward scissorhands i love that movie! just
thought i would let you know im very random if you can
tell!
posted Sep 30
c-los is me
nope, im not really into reading unless its the cirque
du freak books.
posted Sep 30