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;;Missing out on the days;;

Well well well, it's been how long since i actually wrote on here? I am sitting in my Socials Class right now bored as hell. We can't do anything because more than half the class is not attending. Either they are skipping(as usual) or they are sick because of the damn swine flu that is going around. Luckily i haven't been able to get any of the symptoms and i am not going to. It's outragious there have been a few outbreaks in my small town. One of my friends, who is a year younger, got it almost 2 weeks ago. And my best friend Hayden had it since wednesday, but luckily he is making a great recovery and is goin back to school this week sometime.

You know how unbelievable this week has been? Out of this world boring! The weekend was the worst. I had to babysit Saturday morning. The kid is 4 and seriously the parents don't give a flying shit if he gets in trouble or anything. Sunday i went to church. There is a bus that picks up some of the little kids around my town. Well i got into helping them about 2 years ago when my old best friend and I went. Now since i hate her guts and if i ever see her again i will seriously knock her fuckin lights out. Anyways back on track. Usually my two friends Riley and Levi ride, but guess what! Neither of them rode! so here i am, surrounded by little kids, and no one to talk to. So luckily i brought my Ipod so after picking everyone up i blasted my music. Block out the everyone else that was singing and watching Veggie Tales. The bus driver's son rode but he fell asleep (He is a year older than me) When we got there i usually sit with my two friends Brayden and Deven but guess again. Hell they weren't there! So again  was alone at church. Jacob sat with me for a bit but than left with his friend. Leaving me going home with Little kids hyped up on sugar! hell i wished i was anywhere, ANYWHERE, other than that hell bus.

Today I am stuck in class BUT i have great news for everyone!!! My music is coming along great. In one week I had enough inspiration to write not one but TWO songs. My favorite one i will post on here and i would please love some comments on it! Anyways I am going to find something else to do. I have my headphones plugged into the computer and blasting Menya and WeastherStar Music. I love both of them. I talk to Goose from Menya almost every day! And just love WeatherStar's music! <3 <3 Damn rights

WeatherStar--> http://www.purevolume.com/WeatherStar

Menya--> http://www.purevolume.com/menya

SONG! (now this is only the first verse and Chorus so far that i will post)

;; I remember to never betray

We have gotten too far

To Just walk away

I hope to die with no regrets

The Lonely nights have been sung away

Everything you ever told me

I can't forget, it's like I hit the ground

And stuck on repeat, oh well

I don't think i have

I have ever been so scared

It's like once the tears start

they are impossible to stop

Baby Oh what a beautiful Disaster

Too Bad It Ain't No Fucking happily ever after

SO!!! Let me know what yeah think.

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Guess it comes together

Wow, i guess the saying "You never know what you have until it's gone"comes into effect. My best friend Hayden, finally moved to the next town (i know, not far away but for me it is) and i don't think i seen him since July 17, when we went to go see Harry Potter (Yes, i watched that) WELL. finally on Sunday it was the last and final day for the Dawson Creek Fall Fair And Rodeo, and guess what. He came up! I was so happy. I think my heart skipped a few beats when i answered the door that day. (i know weird) The only down fall to hangin out with him... our weirdo friend Dallas hung out too and Dallas's friend Lewis (i think that is how you spell it??)

Anyways... the first ride i went on was the Himalyia with Hayden. It goes in a circle, foreward really fast, than slows down, and goes backwards fast. It is very funn. i remember the number was 13 of the thingy cart we were in (We got assgined carts whatever you call them) Anyways, Dallas met up with us after the ride and the guys right away went to the Zipper, me being the one that hates heights kinda and spinning at the same time, stayed with my two feet on the ground. The Zipper is an oval (Hayden and i had a debate about the shape and i won) kinda thing with cages that you sit in and the oval turns and the cages spin and god it's freaky.

The guys went on the Yo-Yo (it's like a swing) i stayed on the ground because i had a HUGE headache. Than we went on the gravatron, AKA Starship. Aliens and bright lights cover the side and it looks like a giant UFO XD ANYWAYS. i got forced to go, okay i didn't but i didn't want to get left outside this time. It pulls you against the wall and you can barely move. the panels you are on move up and down. Finally Lewis came, and the guys AGAIN went straight to the Zipper, leaving little old me to find something to do. Well i got stuck with Hayden's hat, wallet, and cell phone, and money. I think i walked around the fair for 20 minutes before the guys finally found meh.

They all wanted to play games, Lewis and Dallas got their asses kicked by a 3 year old in one game,(the kid won a mini guitar and giant pick) and hayden won me a colourfull fishy. It's cute ^_^ And me, being slow here, just realized how much i actually wrote and all about the rides XD. Dallas left us about 7, lewis at 6, so Hayden and I had to wander around the park til Chuck wagons were over. and me, of course, not being the brightest of the bunch, had shorts, and a tank top on and it's startin to get dark so it's cold out. but we went to Tim hortens for supper and 9:30! XD (i know that's late eh?) Anywhoo... His mom and step dad dropped me off at my place, i really didn't want to see him leave >.< It wasn't til the 20 that i would be able to see him again as he leaves for Prince George today, but anyways. He walked me to the door and gave me a hug and... sorry not going to say. I wrote too much as it is, but let me say this... Sunday was the best day i could EVER have.

 And i'm going to add this too...i really hate that two-timing asshole who i thought i knew. You should know who you are when you get too this. I'm over with believeing the lies of others and going to live my life without you holding me back and breaking what i work up for. Thank you very much for that by the way. Goodbye.

<3 Nik

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I'm Back!

WHOA! Yes i'm back home finally. I am so tired, that i can barely write this. But oh well. I am so sore too. Got thrown from my bike a couple times, nothing to serious though, luckily. THAN! i went out horseback riding with my cousin Haydon, and we went on an unexpected gallop through the woods. Lets just say we both ended up in the mud. But it was soo funn. Can't wait to do it again. This week is our Fall Fair. Can't wait! i am seriously SO excited. My best friend in the whole world Hayden is coming down for it! He is absolutily amazing! i don't know what i would do with out him. Well i really don't know what to put now, so i'll talk more tonight!

Peace And Love,

Nik <3

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WHOA

Holy shit guys. it has been FOREVER since i ACTUALLY wrote something. My life has been through hell and back TWICE! Geezbus. Tonight, was my aunts 30th birthday at her parents house. Well her sister candice brought her 2 kids Jesse and Tyrell. Jesse is going into grade 2, and tyrell into grade 4. well Darlene, My aunt's mom, has this metal elephant thingy slide. Dude! That thing is sick! i had a whole lotta fun playing on it with the kids(surprisingly) and took tyrell's picture wiith him on it. THAN! Jesse had the idea to give her a piggy back ride. we chased tyrell, because he tried stealing my shoes but than managed to steal Jesses. so for about 10 minutes non-stop, i had to chase after him for the flip-flop. So now my arms feel like jelly and its so hard to lift them. Luckily i didn't have to give him one.

 Lately i have been quite down and bummed out that my best friend is moving to the next town but i'm surviving. I don't know what i would do without my boy. Well i better go. I hear the couch calling my name so i can finally relax after tonight. XD

XD Love,

Nik

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