that great fiasco known as parent teacher conferences
Posted July 24, 2007
im letting go of all my feelings, im telling everyone why, no mysteries at all, this letter is for you or whoever else finds it. explosion. sound explodes off the furthest corners. light particles shoot through the air.you dont wanna know why i did this, you cant prevent a fire burning me consuming m. i scream i call i reach. one time acquaintances in love forever. cared=past tense with sorrow that reaches in from deep inside wrenching my heart and forming it with the only truths i know. why is the world so messed up. why couldnt the people with the white bus with the red lights save me? im at home in a crowd because im smothered by myself. these walls are closing in. lets play houdini so i can escape that place where they keep my body and my mind wanders into your world, the happy meadow where our identities were lost and the world is ending ending ending. the end of time, the abscence of light, the omniprecence of color, the emptying of hearts, and the solace in sound. you beat my soul down, if you take what makes me feel alive, is that murder? my veins are still pulsing i think but youre killling me too young. too much left to do. you make fun of my for being nieve, but how much can i possibly absorb when im staying inside the same hundred square feet?
