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I'm Alex or John (John is my middle name)...whatever you want to call me!

I'm 16 and i'm homeschooled...

I love to write about...well anything....

I can't pat my head

and rub my stomach at the same time

I don't have very good hand-eye-coordination =P

Your Guardian Angel is the best song I've ever heard in my life...

I love music of course...I play guitar and the drums a little bit...I never really got into drums!

I live in Australia.. i didn't think i would like it here but it's nice!

I know how it feels to lose someone close

I've had so many people taken from me

Some intentional and some not
Nancy Moes (Mother) taken 8/15/2005

Alexander Moes (Father) taken 5/23/2008

Nick Stevenson (Best Friend) taken 1/16/08

But through all the pain, two twin baby boys (my brothers) were given to me and my step mom, Renee Moes, on 5/5/2008.. just a few weeks before my fathers death. I thank God for them

Yes I do believe in God.

Not too long ago I thought it was a joke to believe in something like that

but now I can see that he gives everyone something to live for

you might not know what it is right now but he'll show you someday

Well that's pretty much it...

So if you have anymore questions about me just add me and ask!

or add me on MSN - i_dare_you_92@hotmail.com

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July 1

After the gasp.

A gasp is released from his lungs.
He reaches for the sky knowing this could be his last breath.
His eyes shut and he sees the things that have past
The days of despair and the years of joyful uncertainies,
The summers of love and the winters of suffering
All that has past
The good and the bad
That's everything he saw
After the gasp

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April 27

Untitled.

The blissful unconsiousness of sleep overcame her.
She lays motionless in a puddle of blood and broken hearts.
Her heart beat is so fast that I can hear it pounding.
All at once the pounding stopped.
I dropped to my knees as I held her lifeless body in my broken hands.
I kissed her cold lips and laid her in her grave.
As the dirt piled up I cried for a life lost,
A life loved by so many people,
and a life that was lost under my care.
Once again I fall to my knees and begin clawing at the dirt in front of the tomb stone
remembering how much we went through together,
how much we've overcome through the hellish years.
The people around me watch as the tears and sweat pour out as I try to see your face one last time.
They pull me off and I fight for your life with all I can but they're too strong.
I come to your grave everyday after that with a black rose and a letter.
One day the letters are gone and I curse the wind.
I look a little closer and see a piece of paper folded to look like a heart.
I open it and there was only a few marks and numbers on it.
Anyone else would've thought of it as just a joke but I knew right away what it was.
Inside the folded piece of paper was three words and something I'll never forget,
it read:
<333 xoxo

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April 26

Use your killer instincts.

When all you see is bare feet and blank stares,
you realize the world isn't fair.
You feel alone in this crowded room,
because you can't get out of this world, you're doomed
to a life of greif and loss and pain
when love feels like a little kids game.
All of the people who have hurt or abused you,
point their finger and always accuse you
but don't worry my friend they will all pay
when you come back with a gun some day
instead of a finger a gun is pointed
the trigger is pulled and a life is aborted

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January 12

Summer fades to fall.

I count down the days until we say goodbye
I wish there was a way that i could just stop time
forever, remember
summer nights we spent together
on my car, counting stars
just wishing I
could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
I'd stay(I should have known that this would come and go)
with you(and now we'll only get the afterglow)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
far away from you only time will tell
when your back in school will you meet someone else
remember, forever
summer nights we spent together
holding hands, making plans
just wishing I
could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)

when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
I'd stay(I should have known that this would come and go)
with you(and now we'll only get the afterglow)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
everytime I think of you
I dont wanna face the truth
why wait forever knowing we may never follow through
guess I should get over you
but I cant let go so soon
why wait forever knowing we may never follow though (I'll wait forever just for you)
I count down the days until we say goodbye
I wish there was a way that I could just stop time
just wishing I
could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)x3
yeah(whoa whoa)
I should have known that this would come and go
and now we only get the after glow
when summer fades to fall

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November 27

And now she's gone...

A love once great
shattered with a single word
The breath in my lungs
gone with a devistating blow to a stomach
I fall to the ground and my face smashes
against the cold hard concret
Love came to me...
And now she's gone...
and when she went away she left me beaten and defeated...
with nothing left but pieces of a broken heart
just waiting to be put back together...

For anyone who has lost a loved one...I feel your pain

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