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6-18-2001 - 9-20-09 Mac is dead.. :'(

Posted September 20, 2009

So my mom arrived from our hometown to visit me here at Makati.. We went to church.. We were already inside when she told me that our dog died.. His name was Mac-Mac.. He was our dog since I was around 9 years old.. And now I'm already 17.. I was so shocked.. I was singing then she interupted me! Then I looked at her, and I felt so dumb.. Then I looked away, closed my eys, and then.. BoooooM! I cried hard! I hadn't controled myself.. I don't know what to think, what to feel, what to do at least.. All I know was I wanted to scream, but obviously I can't.. I just cried, and cried, and cried.. Until the mass was over.. Currently, I'm busy wiping my tears.. I still couldn't accept it.. I never had a chance to say goodbye.. I feel so guilty right now, coz I didn't visit him when he was sick.. I wanna hug him for the last time, but I couldn't.. He was already buried beside our house.. Oh my God, I'm still cring.. Sorry, can't help it.. I hope he was somewhere 'round heaven.. I will see him there.. I miss him so much.. And I love him so much.. :'( Rest in Peace Mac-Mac.. Your ate loves you so much..