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Age: 17
Location: Strasburg, CO
Joined On: Jan 04, 2009
Bonjour, Taylor :)
United States
Scout
Charles Town, WV
pO the panDa™
Ault Field, WA
Melissa Torres
Houston, TX
Every girl is in a desperate search to find her Prince Charming, ever sense we grew up with Cinderella and Malibu Barbie. We've wanted to be so perfect in someones eyes, that we become his beautiful princess, that he would fight past dragons and climb to the highest tower in the world just to be with her ... she'd be his one and only for all eternity =]
then we hit reality .... oh how the world loves to destroy lil girls dreams... how they let us have a glance of what we want so much ... and then rip it from our fingertips... you've got to look this this they say, be on the verge of death from starvation they say... you MUST be perfect they say... then, and only then, will your prince want you..
if you dont.... tough luck. bottom of the food chain is where you go. i think we should charge the media with murder for all the dreams they've killed.. how many girls have resulted into cutting, or even suicide?? just because apparently according to the worlds standards... They don't add up....
Who actually wants to live like this???
maybe you got it all going for you, you've got the looks, the talk, you've got all they say you need... but it all leaves you empty and broken anyways... whats the point you say... and you end up in the same rut as the rest, your just better at covering it up . letting the world know you got it all together, when really, your dying behind that mask......
What next... whats the point of dreaming to be a princess. when this is all that comes of it???
to tell you the truth. i am a princess. i dont live according to the worlds standards. i live according to my princes, Jesus Christ. he put the princess longing in my heart, and only he can fulfill it.. I have value, i have hope, i have life. Life with out the mask. life with out pain. This is my life. honestly , truely, living as a beautiful princess tucked tightly in my fathers arms. THis is me. -- Danniell'a Jeannette
most recent late nite scribbles of mine
it took just one word
to push her over the edge
on finger pointed her way
to leave her broken, crying in shame
she can't find where she went wrong
where she doesn't add up to enough
please tell her how she failed
how she failed you oh so much
she's begging from her knees
for the world to look and see
every heart its shattered
every dream it's thrown into the sea
shes lost in thought
can't seem to regain control
losing her life in a handfull of tears
left without a care from a single soul
your not beautiful enought for their eyes
not good enough for their time
you sit softly in your corner
convincing yourself they're not good enough for you
.......2 b continued
Ella
midnight scribbles
tonight, i lay in the backseat of my car
singing my heart out at the top of my lungs
praying from the dpths of my soul
that maybe from a million miles away
you'll catch my hearts song in your hands
and hold it near
never doubting its me right here
the wind in your hair
and the touch in your hands
its me
i'm here
holding you in every word
singing my heart out in lonely streets
praying you'll follow the tune
never missing a beat
i can feel it
one day
you'll find me and take hold
leaving us with the fate
of never letting go....
by Danniell'a D
my ode to you
My Ode to You
trembling in my corner
a coward in her home
shuddering earthquakes
overtake my soul
wishing, hoping, praying
fighting, cursing, screaming
i dont have anymore strength
to make it through the day
but then you streach out your hand
becoming a saftey line in an ocean of tears
hold tigt my love
hold tight to the branches of life
you say so softly in my ear
your voice a butterfly in the wind
i've taken that step off the boat
never once have i sunk
for my eyes are fixed on you
you whom became my saftey net
among all failure, all lies, all lost hope
my everlasting candle
a light among all darkness
without one hesitation
you saved my life
best friends
Best friends comes down
to who's willing to slay your dragons
whos willing to fight
battle past your lies
cut down your past
and tear down the walls you've built so high
a lil somthing for Jordan
The Story of the Poet ::.
waiting for the words to come
bracing for a moment, a single second
that will bring inspiration to a single soul
one story of a pen holder
becoming the story of a stranger
this is my life
this is my passion
pouring my heart on a page
awaiting anyone to devour
just me, a lighter, and a fuse
you, your secret's, and a match
coming together
creating the grandest of explosions
and finally, you've one song
one key... one someone in the world
who really understands you
understands your heart
what makes it tick...
what makes it beat...
it took a stranger to read....::
when no one else could,
they're words captured your heart...
when nothing else in the entre world
could penetrate the walls that surround it
-- Ella Jean
Josh
HEY YOU! :] hehe. Oh, no...im sorry. im not ignoring
you cuz you didnt send the africa email yet. im sorry
if it seemed that way. im not ignoring you at all. i
just have been having a really rough week and decided
to totally turn my phone off. so its been off since
wednesday. so i havent been able to be on when you'd be
around. i'm sorry. But its friday so maybe the parents
wont mind if im on late :] mmmk ttyl!
posted 2 days ago
catastrophe.(misses nesha!)
o0o hey elle....wered you go this time paris?...=P i
missed ya...im good how are you?
posted 4 days ago
XxRadBradXx
Hah wow, that is alot of stuff I have school and
basketball. thats about it. Your a woship leader?
Thats pretty cool :D
posted 1 week ago
Josh
But its just so awful that way! you have to like reach
under the roll to grasp the paper... anyways yes, lets
leave it at that. :P and we most certainly did have
excellent chats! :] well not like gmail chats, i stink
at them, remember? regular emails are the way to gooo.
yo. ;] hahahaha anyways, i feel awkwark now. hehe so
yes just send those juicy details my way whenever you
get a chance, ma'am!
posted 1 week ago
kai
N#
(8bit/nintendocore)
posted 1 week ago
Tell me, what is....
So when's my walker getting here? Or was it a cane,
because I think I may qualify for either. xD Wow wow
wow, hold up.. I don't do the whole party thing, you
know that. However, a night sitting out by the lake and
enjoying the reflection of the moon seems an amazing
idea, wouldn't you think? =] If you care to join me,
you know where I'll be. =]
posted 1 week ago
XxRadBradXx
you know. Stuff. School. The usual. What about you?
posted 2 weeks ago
hannie :p
great lyrics! keep it up :D
posted 2 weeks ago