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Be enlightened.
I'm Ashley, if you're a band, don't message me, just request me and then I'll listen to you, messages are just so boring.
Main Music interests:
The Beatles, Bring Me the Horizon, A Day to Remember & Witroy.
Contact Info:
Aim: Pashley Fashleyy
Email: Ashleybuckley@tmail.com
General Interests:
Music, Movies, Drinking, Chicago, the Cubs, Sing-A-Longs, Local shows, and Concerts.

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January 25

read me if you want to know me.

hi, im ashley.

"Imagine all the people living life in peace. You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will be as one."-John Lennon

Philosophy
1 a : pursuit of wisdom b : a search for a general understanding of values and reality by chiefly speculative rather than observational means c : an analysis of the grounds of and concepts expressing fundamental beliefs
I'm not going to tell you about myself, I'll tell you my views about life.

Im like most people, accept I dont cover up my mistakes; I take them out and repair them. Doesnt matter if it takes weeks, months, or years, I get there. I grow and develop, I tell myself how it is, and what Ive become. I may look back and scream bloody murder, telling myself thats all wrong and this is how it should be. But its too late for that. Be honest with yourself, if you dont like something change it, if you cant change it, change your attitude, dont complain. People only see what you let them see, ask yourself who really knows YOU? Who knows how you act and react to everything in your life? We try and put together this image and project it to the world, and if its not accepted well crumble the idea up and restart with a new slate. We worry so much about what people are going to think and say we lose ourselves in the middle of it all. Change is good, its how people grow and develop. But its also how people forget who they are and deny what they were.

Im not trying to preach, or put out that Im any better then you are, because Im not. No ones better then anyone, were all human beings, we all have emotions regardless of our skin color, eye color, hair color, whether we can read or write, or if we can or cannot see. Were all fighting for the same thing in life, perfection something impossible to reach. We all have this perfect ideal image on who we want to be. But people keep forgetting we are also all different in our own ways. What one thing works for one person might not work for the next. So stop trying to be everything the next girl you see is. If you keep doing this youre going to dig yourself in a hole and make yourself feel that youre not good enough.

Be what you want to be. You dont always have to let people know exactly who you are.

People are going to throw shit at you whether you want them to or not. But you can either fight it and create drama, or take it in and play with it until youve found a conclusion you like best. Be happy for once, stop worrying about stupid things, look at the world you see infront of you, wheater its the chaos or the beauty of things, and just take it in.

i write more than i read, i have more views on life and situations which i dont express on my page, so if your interested read this.

Everyone lives this dual nature. We can be the best things in the world and live life to the fullest, or we can live life in chaos and cram evil down our throats. People avoid talking about temptation and deny giving into the bad and only speaking of the good. But what happens when it all catches up to you? Will you be the one to open your cloak and let the sunshine in or shun it out and peep through to it only from a cheese hole? People assume its fine to do either or, but its not. We live in a society of black and white, and rarely ever is gray read. I sit here and write about all these different people and views, and I tend to think am I to much black? Or too little white? I want to find a medium but at the same time I want to go outside the latitude and be switched onto color. I want to show people the color behind the blanks. I want them to see how its covered up by our voices and thoughts and make it come out. Why cant I open up, am I to fear to show them the spark in my eyes and the color of my hands? Am I afraid they will ignore me and paint me up to be a mime? They cant hurt you if you arent heard. But wouldnt you complain if you werent acknowledged? Wouldnt you feel mocked if someone took your ideas and thoughts without hearing you preach a word about it? I pity those who allow the ignorance to walk all over them. They sugar coat there words and let them crack the little kids teeth. They want it to rot their minds, but ignore the smell of stupidity. I sit in this learning environment and watch the monkeys attempt to act like chimps, they want you to think their taking everything in, but in reality theyll just blow it off later like it wasnt anything. But yet am I one of them? Am I an animal trying to pose what I want people to think? Like the cowardly lion showing its courage but feeling empty. So metaphors make sense or similes using like or as? People feel like English literates saying
OH! See that comparison, isnt it beautiful how this and that or what not lines up?
I cannot even try to reenact what people put out to the world. It doesnt make sense. But isnt not making sense the beauty behind life? People try so hard to be intelligent, try to be the best of the best possible. But I believe just knowing you and your life is all you really need. You know how to get yourself through things, if you have done it before you can do it again. You need love for yourself before you can love another person. You need to take care of your needs whatever they may be before you reach out and help someone else. But is that how we all really live our lives? Do we always put ourselves before someone else? Of course not. Thats what creates more problems for some people; it can tear you down to pieces leaving you and the other person in depression and more problems. Or it can lead to making another person stronger and you feeling as if you have accomplished something. Thats how I like to view things. People tell me how I appear to be negative and I have all these foolish views on life, but isnt that the bizarre part. These people are telling me how Im useless and how Im negative and ill never get past these 8 months. But really look at whats going on. You may be one of the people trying to bring me down, look at how I have tried to put myself in your position and tried to help you, but you decided I wasnt good enough for you and have thrown it back into my face. Or you can be the person I help, the person I try my hardest to help you see the good in situations and life, and I help you understand if you were misunderstood before. Its all about life, changes and views. People grow its a part of life; people change its how we move on day by day. And people have views; they change daily, hourly, even by the minutes without us realizing it. You cant feel the same way about the same thing every day. If you try and fight me saying you do then your wrong, or hell maybe Im wrong. But then again, thats just my view.