Age: 19
Location: Carthage, TX
Joined On: Apr 06, 2006
My Name is Stephania Rosa Gina Maria for those who care and those who dont Im 7-teen yes 17 i will be eighteen this year i know its bitchin' my bdays december 21st I rock that day like no other =D I like peanut butter samiches i'll love you forever if you make me one =] your still breaking my heart by saying i love you to the girl whose not me.. If you never even meant it baby why did you hafta say it?...
Well today im fucking upset, depressed, pissed off, etc...etc.... i could go on with a laundry list of stuff
i just,...i wanna be better, and i wanna feel like and know im not alone anymore, i want someone to love me for who i am not someone i could be i want someone to just love me, not for sex, for anything but just love i mean c'mon is that too much to fucking ask????
how is it everytime i fall for someone no one ever catches me? i just SMACK hit the floor and lay there with my cheek to the ground..is it cause im not good enough? not pretty enough? God just fucking hates me? or something else...?
So if anyone wants to help me on this you can i dont care go ahead and ill accept anything positive and apologies and everything cause i already lost a friend's faith in me...and they were the only one i had and i lost them again.... =[
but i wanna thank that friend again for trying to help, so thanks hunn thanks a whole lot for trying =] it meant a lot to me... =[
well ciao bellas <|3
I miss my chip and dale hat (no not the strippers the disney chipmunk kind)
its soooo cute i have pictures i'll put up soon =]
I'm just so angry, so tired of the lies
you tell every girl they're the only one in your eyes
But we both know thats not true because your...
Empty hearted i'm failing to see your point everytime
I sit down and think i sit down wonder why im failing to see you all time
Oh why.
Why do i feel so empty?
Why am i always fighting?
Tell me that fuckin story
About when we were thirteen
And you grabbed my hand
Took me out and watched the stars passing us by
I'm just simply imperfect
Walking around like everything is set.
But truly im hating myself wishing i was never here
What happened my dear? To the endless happiness?
What have i felt all these years?
Is it sympathy, is it love, is it pain?
I watched it slip down the drain..
Red petals falling from my trees
White painted fences lining my memories
Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in,
because it's cold outside (cold outside, it's cold outside).
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
because it's cold inside (cold inside, it's cold inside).
And your slowly shaking finger tips
show that you're scared like me.
So, let's pretend we're alone.
And I know you may be scared
and I know we're unprepared,
but I don't care.
Tell me, tell me,
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.
I was born to tell you I love you.
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality.
And it's true, I cant go on without you,
your smile makes me see clearer.
If you could only see in the mirror what I see.
And your slowly shaking finger tips
show that you're scared like me.
So, let's pretend we're alone.
And I know you may be scared
and I know we're unprepared,
but I don't care.
Tell me, tell me,
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.
Slow down, girl,
you're not going anywhere.
Just wait around and see.
Maybe I'm much more, you never know what lies ahead.
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything.
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed.
I can be anyone, anything.
I promise I can be what you need.
Tell me, tell me,
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.
~Vulnerable- by Secondhand Serenade
Well i just got outta the hospital today i've been in the hospital for the past month and a half and i was in a coma (medically induced) so they could test me and find out what the fuck is going on with me guess what. They still havent figured it out oh well ill know soon enough hopefully =D ummm well talk to me if ya want leave me comments messages whatevers i dont cares =D
Well ciao! <3
martin
hello, how are you? my name is martin, I am a member of
the band "UnderDying" and we invite you to listen to
our music, is metalcore / posthardcore / screamo
www.purevolume.com / underdyingband
thanks for your time! Have a nice day
posted Aug 24
Matty
Hey there its been awhile
posted Nov 09
thetruegothic
god dam how old are ur wicked hot
posted Apr 08
baby i'm__DANGEROUS
hey! i was just searching pages, and i noticed your
joined PV on my birthday =D random i know. im ashley,
nice to meet you. your very pretty.
posted Mar 21
tarnishedblade33
http://www.myspace.com/smithstreetlincoln
posted Jan 02
tinsdflkjiswnwslknwwaaaasdfa
welll... my lillte lottie how are you on this eve?
posted Nov 07
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hey guys sorry to bother, but i was wondering
if you could check out my friends band Sons Of Thunder.
and listen to the songs at
http://www.purevolume.com/sonsofthunderdc. i am pretty
sure that you\'ll like them so check them out and let
me know wht you think or even the lead gutairest bryce
http://www.purevolume.com/listeners/brycesxe. and if
you like what you hear u should add them. that would
mean a lot to the boys thanks alexis
posted Oct 12
cutecat320
Hey check out Framing Everett at
www.purevolume.com/framingeverett or their myspace
page: www.myspace.com/framingeverett -Thanks
posted Sep 26