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WISHIHADAMANGOTREE
Age: 16
Location: Santee
Joined On: Dec 18, 2006
Occupation: Student
Website: www.myspace.com/callmekrizzia
Kriz --[noun]:
A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)
I'm a freshman at West Hills High School. I'm quite a content and happy person. I'm insane in the head, constantly laughing at little things. Staying up too late. Being myself. And, finding my place. But, there are better ways to describe me. I'm real, and I actually make an attempt to do well in school. I like music. Alot. In music I find rest, inspiration, and comfort. I feel alive when I am able to express myself through it. It relaxes me. One of the only things that makes me truly happy is when it's nice outside and I can feel the wind on my face. Don't ask me why, I can't exactly explain it. I'm the quiet type. I don't like to draw attention to myself. There are certain things about me that'll become more transparent as you get to know me more. I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that's natural, and that's real. I was born to be stubborn. I was taught never to take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had, to never give up, to believe in myself, but most of all, fight for myself. I am very shy, and self-conscious. But once you get to know me, I'm very out there. I do get a little out of control and out of hand sometimes. And I can be very loud and obnoxious once I've gotten comfortable with you. I want to alter your perspective on life, because life isn't just one big chore like everyone makes it out to be. I am a really ambitious girl who will pursue all of her goals no matter what gets in the way of them. I want to change the world, even in the slightest bit. I've always hoped to go to medical school when I get out of high school, pursue a career in healthcare, and use my abilities to go on missionary trips to save people of third world countries. It seems a bit far-fetched, but then again, most of the dreams and ideas I have are. But, I intend on doing everything I can to make them happen. I haven't had the easiest life, although it hasn't been as bad as it could be. I daydream a lot. I don't think a lot of people understand a lot of things I say or do. They all have a meaning or purpose behind them, trust me. I love art, and I love being creative. My number one goal in life is to put a smile on the face of everyone I meet. I laugh a lot. Im all giggly and stuff. Though I dont exactly know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. Im only 14. And Ive just come to realize that Ive got my whole life ahead of me. And, I still find days too short for all the thoughts I want to think. All the things I want to say. All the places I want to go. And all the things I want to do. Feel free to AIM me at: that girl hoyle. Ask me questions. I'll answer.
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles.
Mhm.
Things are moving up. I feel better about everything now.
Maybe it's the weather; who knows? Who cares?
The next couple of weeks will go by faster than I know it.
I'm done with all of the fronts and all of the things I used to say I was.
I'm growing up, just like I said I would.
My Father is working in me more now than ever.
Because He knows how much I need it.
I have my friends to thank. They were always there.
But I never gave them the recognition they deserved.
I realize now who my true friends are. And I couldn't be happier with them.
Never will they talk about me behind my back,
Or never will they leave me alone in the dark when they're all I need.
And never will they make me cry.
Unless, of course, I'm laughing too hard to do otherwise.
This is the life I've always wanted to have.
Not to say I don't have my ups and downs now and then.
There are still those people who I will not talk to anymore.
There are still those few who I cannot bring myself to be friends with anymore.
And then, there are those very few whom I would like to kill.
But I won't. Because that's not the way; it's not His way.
I've moved past the "wanting-to-beat-people-up-all-the-time" stage.
Believe it or not. I'm a better person now.
And I plan to remain this way.
Because I'm happy, I'm content, and I'm filled with God.
And that's the way, uh-huh, uh-huh, I like it... uh-huh.
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s.h.a.t.t.e.r.e.d.shadowed.smiles
awe, hello there my dear! im doing alright, and how
about ur lovely self??
posted Oct 18
s.h.a.t.t.e.r.e.d.shadowed.smiles
hi. :]
posted Oct 13
thEfAllEn04
thanks! :)
posted Jun 17
s.h.a.t.t.e.r.e.d.shadowed.smiles
me encanta ur new pics! :] u r quite the beauty, miss
alkrizzia. :]
posted May 23
simplee ashlee.
Check out THE HARBOR! give them an add, and enjoy!
thanksss. http://www.purevolume.com/theharbornv
posted May 16
s.h.a.t.t.e.r.e.d.shadowed.smiles
AHHH!! KRIZ!! u r quite the babe. :] im lovvvvvin that
pic where its all white in the background and ur like
BAM! IM BEAUTIFUL! :] it makes me smile... :]]]
loveeeee u, baby!
posted May 08