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.WINTER.CHICK.
Age: 18
Location: North Carolina
Joined On: Mar 18, 2006
Occupation: Meeee!
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Bleh
Okay. So I'm writing.. I don't know what I'm going to say, but yeah. Life update : Some of you already know that my parents now think i'm anorexic, suicidal, and depressed. None of the three are true. First off.. i eat. I eat lots. Secondly, I really hadn't even thought about killing myself.. until she mentioned it (haha jk) Then third, the last three weeks or so I have been feeling a bit depressed. I don't know why. But last week was pretty bad. I cried at least once each day. I'm just really confused about a lot of things, but I'm getting better. Ugh...but to add onto that.. mom is going to send me to a counselor. I told her I didn't want to talk to some random freak, let alone anyone. But she said she is going to force me to go, because I need one::: :: But anyways. I am so tired right now, like ugh. Pirates of the Carribean 2 came out today!!!! Ummmm well I really don't know what else to say. So yah. Oh! If anyone gets what the point of the 13 minute From Yesterday music video.. please tell me. Lol. I don't understand...why did they do that???
Life. ..
Well, i just thought i'd say something since i havent been blogging? (is that even a word) lately. Um.. If you haven't seen.. the bottom layer of my hair is black, no longer dark brown. I did that maybe 3 weeks ago or so, I'm not exactly sure :: Life hasn't been too great for me lately, I've cried a lot:: I was driving with my mom yesterday and I almost ran over a person. She screamed at me...I didn't care. I told her I wouldn't mind going to jail, which made her even more mad:: We don't have any school tomorrow which is good, because I'm about to die. I really really really need sleep. But it's my own fault..I always just stay up doing pretty much nothing:: Today we had this huge biotech test (that i failed) and I had to stay after school to do it, so I was walking through the halls and just all the people there. Ugh. They were all laughing and standing in circles and talking..and blocking me from going through. So I just kind of shoved them out of the way and kept walking. Oh and in English..people were doing presentations of poem stuff. And this one girl said she had a "game" for us, to help us get the poem better..and it turned out it was steal the bacon..or w/e that game is called. It had absolutely NOTHING to do with poetry. They made us all play, and well basically the game is 2 teams and they line up on 2 sides and you put the "bacon" in the middle and everyone is assigned a number and when they call your number you run and try and get the thing first. So when they called my number I just stood there. I don't run..unless its like away from danger, or trying to catch someone..i want or need to catch. Plus I could care less about the freakin bacon! ugh! Well.. I'm gunna take my bath and stuff.
Cutie
I saw the cutest guy today. Lol. He had a mohawk, but it wasnt up..it was blonde. And he had some really cool piecings, and a Metallica shirt (im not a fan, but still) and yeah..He was at bed bath and beyond, we had to go and get a gift for a wedding. And lol yeah..just thought i'd tell everyone about him. He loooked rly rly familar, and it's like bothering me rly bad that i cant figure out who or where he's from. The only person i can think of is this guy my friends and i saw at the fair, but he had black longish hair. But they looked a bit alike in the face. Maybe they're brothers! Like twins! Haha..idk. He seemed cool though.
Haha wow...
ok. so the phone rings and i dont wanna answer it so i go into the bathroom (where our answering machine is) to see. and lol my sister is standing by the sink with a towel over her whole face. im like what are you doing? shes like uh ever heard of knocking??? im like um sure. so i go back in my room and a few minutes later she comes in here and shes got this pink kinda lipstick looking junk all over her cheeks and chin. shes like i cant get it off!!! lol. yeah. she said it was some sort of "cream"- looked like paint to me.
