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Guten Tag!!! My name is Maria. I'm 19 years old. Yeah I know that I don't look my age but trust me on this I lived a life time compare to others. I've always had a difficult life. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't change anything in it. I've learn to live a life without regrets. Even though sometimes I feel like yelling "why me" or "what did I do to deserve this." I know that my Lord and Lady have something great plan for me and that they know what their doing. Well if you didn’t know I’m a wiccan. I have follow Wicca for about 5 years. I don’t do spells. I follow only their ethics and beliefs. Don’t get me wrong I would love to do spells but I don’t like hurting anyone it doesn’t matter if it a animal of a human. I’m just not the person that could do something like that for everything has a positive and negative affect even if it’s good at the time it might change after a while. I don’t know why Wicca choose me (that’s how I feel, I feel like I didn’t choice it that it choice me) but I’m happy that it found me. For I’ve been basically living it without me knowing it. I just didn’t know it’s name. I’m half Guatemalan, half Mexican & white. I’m a strong person. With all my experience who wouldn’t be. I’m a open person but not a open book. If you ask something you mostly likely to get a straight answer. I wouldn’t tell you the whole story for I believe that people should always keep some things to themselves. The only thing I hate is getting attach. For I have very bad luck in that department. Every single person that gotten attach had disappointed/hurt me deeply. Before you ask I’ve never been in love. I’ll tell you something every time I get too close my first instinct is to turn my back and run like my life depends on it. And most of the time my instincts’ are right. But I’m a strong believer that you have to fight for what you believe is right even if you’re the only one that believes it. AND DON’T STOP FIGHTING!!! I know what I want from life and that is to be a Forensic Pathologist. I’ve been wanted to become one since I started high school for since I was in pre-school (I’m not lying about this) I’ve wanted to be a veterinarian. But I change after my experience I decide to change my career goals. To tell you the truth I’ve never been the same person inside but I made sure that no one saw anything different. I was so determine about it, that not even my friends from elementary school which I still kept in touch with all the way to middle school didn’t see anything different. Yeah it made me lonely but at the same time it made me stronger than ever before. I felt bad for deceiving them but I wasn’t ready to tell anyone. It made it easier for I didn’t have to tell anyone my life story if it wasn’t necessary even up to this day I haven’t told many about it. For not even one person knows everything that happen. I feel safe that way. For I don’t like to depend on anyone . For life is tough and if you want to survive is up to you to see it go through. For at the end only you can take and make the last choice. I’ve learned so much that I wouldn’t be surprise to learn that the lesson of life isn’t over yet. For no one in this earth knows too much and that your never to old or young to learn more. I have other interests too I love to skateboard but now o days I just use it for transportation for I have too much on my plate. The one thing that gives me great joy is reading. Gosh I love to read it doesn’t matter what it is cause at the end I’ll end up reading it. I read at least two books a day. Sometimes more depends at what time I start. And if I don’t have anything plan that day. I love just curling outside or in my bed with a cup of tea and a book. If I could I’ll probably live in a library. Gosh I love libraries I love going in and going straight to the books. My favorite book is Digital Fortress by Dan Brown. I read it first in 9th grade for a book review but at the end I fell in love with the story. I don’t know but it something about getting lost in a book in living someone else’s live for a change, I think that’s the reason why I always love reading even from a young age. I like to write too but it always been difficult for me to express myself. I even have a shirt that says “express yourself” every time that I wear it I feel totally 100% able to express myself. Don’t get me wrong I’ve been told that I couldn’t every be shy but I know that sometime I am but I hide it and move on. For I like being known as outgoing for it helps a lot in the future. I know that I sound to full of myself but I’m not always as confidence about every move I make but I try to live with it. For there isn’t room for regrets in this life or the next. I have no idea what else to write. But to tell you the truth there’s so much more but I believe this is enough for now. But if you like to get to learn more about me feel free to message me. I’ll warn you now that I don’t check my messages right away. But I reply as fast I could. So if you get mad at me feel free to just delete me for I wouldn’t force my friendship on anyone. You just have to say the word. Bless Be
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