Age: 17
Location: Gold River, CA
Joined On: Aug 13, 2006
I HEART ME
/> I live in my head to much x My favorite color is PURPLE x I Love the smell of cigarette smoke [weird] and coffee x Though I dont smoke or drink coffee x MUSIC x ART x I write songs [crappy] x Embrace x I dont have a boyfriend :[ x Lip piercings x Stripes x Rain x Eyes x I can be shy x Photography x Lips x I hate lables x Hands x Hair x Expression x Love x
I hated my dad today. Lectures, lectures, lectures, are practically all that ever leaves his lips. In my sight anyway, one look at me and you want to spit out all the useless advice you have just to save my hell bound soul. Like that F in algebra one, does it matter if I can bring that F to C, will that F changed to a C, save my soul from your words turned to hell. Because thats certainly where Im headed for by the way you look at me, the way your eyes study every flaw. Thats certainly were Im headed. So its basically a win- win situation, I mess up; I burn in a fiery lake of torment. I change just for you; I could never match up, never.
So maybe if I stick to my principles, my way of thinking, what I think what it right or wrong, the way I live. And surely Im be swimming those fiery laps, but on my own account. With my own hell bound soul, with my own heart, with my F.
there are two things i'm looking for...no maybe not looking for but wishing they would find me.
1. Love...i'm to young i know, but a girl can still dream
2. Getting away from home, to a sweet comfortable place...perhaps the city lights.
really crappy song, i feel like sharing with everyone
[not even the best, though thats not to far off]
Horizontal marks scratched within these walls / they tell me everything I need to know / like when to ignore violent chills / and when to accept lips kept still / Why do you stare at me that way / sad, depressed, and so in love/
Chorus your hands guide me/ that paranoia of being stranded / tears through me / and drags me down /Im ready /
My fingers are crossed and my hands are tied / Im bone white / bring me color / bring me color /
Its that heart beat from your chest / pounding on these walls / ringing in my ears /
It only took a whisper spoken from your lips / to get me shaking / scattering depression like broken first impressions /
I can feel your bones like a spark relighting / after a storm / you cut me and say its my warning sign / but Im smiling / oh Im smiling /
Chorus your hands guide me / that paranoia of being stranded / tears through me/ and drags me down / Im ready / are you ready /
Chorus your hands they guide me / that paranoia of being stranded /tears through me and drags me down / Im ready / are you ready /
My fingers are crossed / my hands are tied /Im bone white / bring me color / bring me color /
Chorus your hands guide me / its that paranoia of being stranded/ tears through me and drags me down / Im ready / are you ready / Im ready /
i'm going to see cute is wat we aim for and paramore, and i'm freaking excited....yeah thats all i wanted to say :]]]]
hey everybody go listen to Hundred Year Chase my freind's band...i would chose myspace, they have better songs, so you want a good first impression...and i think there pretty good 14-15 year olds recording at there house.
(ah anja gonna hate me for this)
-Brittney
Jebbal.
haha i was out of the house almost the entire day today
doing all kinds of random stuff... i think i mightve
even gotten a little homesick sometime in there lol we
were off school today because of elections! were u??
posted Nov 07
Jebbal.
im sorry =( lol soooo whats up?? im tired but i dont
want to go to beddddddd
posted Nov 05
allisynwondrland
lol i am trying i just forget and go straight to
myspace...laaammeee hahaha
posted Nov 04
allisynwondrland
well i think the point is really just to see something
differently thasn you normally would so whats makes
them good is that you see something in a new way
posted Nov 04
Jebbal.
say what???? ur never too old to go trick or treating!
lol
posted Nov 03
allisynwondrland
thanks :) i\'m trying to get on here more, i just
never remember lol
posted Nov 03
allisynwondrland
hey i really only have purevolume for music, but if
you have a myspace you can talk to me
there....myspace.com/allisynwonderland
posted Nov 03