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CHELSEA
Age: 18
Location: United States
Joined On: Mar 06, 2008
Sometimes the answers are found at the bottom of a mug of african rooibos black tea.
at least try to like yourself
so i happen to be sitting in a library that is slightly too cold for my comfort, but i have to say its not too bad because i am wearing a really nice hoodie. the whole point of this blog is to not only to help the time to pass a little quicker in this studyhall, but also to allow the readers of this here blog to enter into a few of my top knotch deep thoughts. i dont write to try and make myself look smarter than anyone or to make people think that i am cooler than i really am, it just happens to work that way sometimes hahaha i am completly kidding. and just so you know my thought train seems to have lost its conductor as of lately so...ALL ABOARD, and hold on tight to your seats folks. here she goes ... i realized that something i seem to have always struggled with, is trying to figure out who i am. i know this is a cliche statement, but im serious. i always look at people and think that they are cooler than me in at least one way, some people in just about every way possible. and thinking like that, thinking that others are better than me really isnt fair, and who gave me the right to do that anyway? so theres this wise woman that sometimes makes me really mad, that pointed out the other night that everyone eats, sleeps and craps the same way. now i know there are exceptions for those people that use bags or diapers, but you get the point. its really helpful to think that everyone has probably felt the same way you do right now at some point in their lives. and when you think that everyone is looking at you and judging you...you are probably right, but who cares? they do it because that is what humans do. also, sometimes the things you think they are saying or thinking, are absolutly far from what is really going on in their minds. they are probably consumed with thinking about what you are thinking or saying, and thus the vicious cycle continues. i just started to fully embrace the fact that no one is better than me and i am no better than anyone else. my grampa used to say that to my mom almost everyday, and maybe thats how she eventually became wise enough to pass it on to me. i hope you dont feel like reading this blog was a complete waste of your time, but maybe it helped you in a small way. everyone, i would like to wish you all a love forever and a cup of oriental jasmine green tea with a spoonful of honey, as you listen to your twin play guitar as the fall breeze and her cool voice gives you goosebumps. and yes i realize that more than most of you will not beable to ever have that exact thing happen, but there's no harm in dreaming up your own love forevers. do it. i dare you.
londonbroil
oh how manly you are. fork and a knife with lit candles on the side one minute, the next i am ripping you apart with my bare hands and sucking on your fat. never will my life be the same.
Megan
hey hunny babe! i miss you and your laying on me and ur
amazing hugging! i love you chelsea mae!!! how are you?
posted Sep 01
Megan
i know hun! why do u have a job and chores and crud! i
just wanna see your beautiful face and hold your hand
and go on a walk and just talk and spend a whole day
with you and kelley smelly =[ I will come to ur house
on a kite of candy...it's called my mom's car bc i got
my license =]]]] i love you too and we will hang out
sooner than you can imagine =] tell kelley belly to
call me so we can work out the time and place for
august 8th i think she said =]
posted Aug 05
ANNIE
how would you like to join me in a long overdue 2 step
dance session to that daphne loves derby song stranger
that for some reason makes me incredibly happy?I just
listened to it for the first time in a good while and
thought of you and you alone. i miss you chicky.love
forever.
posted Jul 31
Megan
we really do need to hang out soon! ummm...i want you
to help me pick out a hair cut for myself. you know any
good reasonable places? i kinda want you to cut it =]
bc ur so amazing but i dont know how that would fly
with mom and dad. i love you my dear and i really want
to hang out with you and kell! love youuuuuuu ♥Meg
posted Jul 22
Lee3737
We're hanging out soon i miss you
posted Jun 22
Lee3737
Hey... i got the ones i bid on too! $27 i would love
to go photographing with you.... how is tomorrow...
wednesday? i'll call you
posted Jun 02
Megan
hi love! i miss you my dearest chelsea mae and i do
require one of your hero haircuts asap =]]]
posted May 27
Lee3737
friday? saturday? sunday? monday? when can we hang
out? There is a plethora of things that can be
done. I have stuff in an art auction on saturday if
you wanna go to that. gimme a ring
posted May 27