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JACOB&&CHRISTINA.
Age: 18
Location: away, far far away.
Joined On: Feb 01, 2008
Occupation: Military Man
Website: www.myspace.com/youcleanupth...
sunday gives free hugs! n__n
long necks don't play with three horns! hehe
caitylady
taylor and i own the 719
i'm bold. i'm savage. im a bare-knuckle duster who is madly in love. i wont settle for anything less.
a-hem
i hate this feeling of being destined to fail. i hate this feeling of being to destined to fail. i hate this feeling. i try, i try so fucking hard, mommy. help me baby girl, help me baby girl. i know im subtle as a stinger, and smooth as sandpaper, but this is love. its heavy and it hurts and its love. help me, baby i know. help me baby, i know i know. im alone, but youre right there and youre reaching out your hand and im alone and i want to go home and i want to go home and i want to go home i hate this feeling of being destined to fail. baby i love you youre all that i got all that i got i love you baby youre all that i got in this world i love you baby im sorry im so sorry i love you baby lets get away im sorry baby lets go home i love you baby lets go home im so fucking sorry baby i know i know lets go home. i love you. i love you. i love you. youre all that i got.
honestly,
i can choke down as many cigarettes as i want. hack my way through a pack or two. drink as much coffee as my belly and bladder can hold. i can stay up all night and work all day. i can fill my days with useless walking around in circles. at the end of it, my bed will still only be filled with one body. i miss her.
skinny jeans and hands held tigh
i am so far gone baby...lets get lit and lets get gone. we dont need any of this hype. we can do it our own way. it isnt broken anymore so slap a bandaid on and call it good. you colored in all of my frowns with bright and shiny markers. no more of that broken heart jag, no more sad songs. i love you. its 1217 and i love you like a madman loves to howl at the moon you are my unicorn, im never gonna settle for less. your the fire in my eyes and the blood in my veins. rainbows and horseshoes, your not real and i dont care. desperate. desperate in love. earnest in love. im a kid. and this kids in love with you. fantasy. im gonna spend the rest of my life with you. we can be two grown ass kids together, both amazed at the world and each other. im in love. im in love. ill kiss your pain away, and youll hold me untill mine doesnt matter. this is real. this is it. two young punks in love, ink on our arms scars on our hearts, and its ok, because we have each other.
celestial
softly burning, its always in the back of my mind. Have you ever been frightened of something because of how beautiful it is? Like, how could God allow that to walk the earth, how could God not keep that for Himself? An angel, pure and simple. I'm scared of you girl. You are so perfect. I need you like I need air, like I need the blood in my veins. You're a star, a planet, a universe. Celestial. You are almost untouchable. But I got to touch you. I can still feel the warmth of your skin, burning on my hands. I can still feel the trail of fire you left when your hands glided across my body. I thank god, for once in my miserable life, I thank god for you. it’s a candle, it’s a fire, its an inferno, it consumes me. I want you. I need you. I love you."
what is this?
it feels like a huge chunk of you is gone, it feels like your heart is constantly in the back of your throat, its like the first thing you think of in the morning, and the last thing you think of at night. You're worried all the time, you wait eagerly for every and any chance of contact, verbal or written. You feel helpless and alone. Your hands shake. You drink too much coffee. You do everydamnthing you can think of to get your mind off of it for just a minute and it doesn’t work. It feels like your missing a limb, like you're blind in one eye. It hurts because there is nothing you can do about it. You're scared all the time. Things affect you more. You find yourself staring at a picture as if the people in it don't exist, because how could of that been then, when this is now? This pain? And the love that compels that? Its like a firebrand took place of your heart. As if you would die without that person. As if life was grey, and now its in Technicolor. Its like everything you’ve seen in movies, read in books, heard in songs, saw in paintings. You feel alive. Special. Wanted. Free. Like if that person asked you too, you would run run run. Really asked. Not just wished.
dollface
Jacob, I met this guy. I took one look at him and
gave him my heart. I had no control over it. I hope
he keeps it, and not just for a little bit but forever.
This guy is you. and... jacob, will you keep me? And
if you do. How long will you keep me. Just so you know
.-.-.- I love you.
posted 1 week ago
Blue Ruin
Hmm, that makes sense. Oh, I thought of you yesterday,
because I went to church with my mom (she makes me go)
and they had a special independence weekend
military-honoring ceremony. So, happy belated fourth
of July! I looked dopamine up on Wikipedia. It's a
hormone and a neurotransmitter. I was right!
:) Sounds like fun! Is your town very uptight about
street art? We have next to zero real street artists
here- just a bunch of teenagers who can barely hold the
can steady. No real art, just "I was here" or "I love
so-and-so". I mean, who goes out and wastes spray on
that kind of shit? It's disgusting. Hmmmm, stenciling
is a lot of fun. Have you taken a hiatus from tagging?
If you want to start again small, you could
sticker-bomb (one of my personal favorite forms of
street art).
posted 1 week ago
Lulu
the BIG wide world is actually pretty boring right now,
theres nothing to do. how about you?
posted 1 week ago
sound of pulling heaven down
i'll do that, it'll be a hell of a dippy time! and
g'night to you too, don't let the bed bugs bite=]
posted 2 week ago
Jacquelyn Platitude
hmmm a while ago but I havent been on to talk haha how
are you?
posted 2 week ago
sound of pulling heaven down
oh yeah we fuckin filipinos are everywhere, it's
scary;]. i'm at a party right now, and pretending i
dont speak any asian languages so i can listen in on
conversations haha. some ladies were just talking about
me, and they didnt realize i could understand. howz
about you?
posted 2 week ago
sound of pulling heaven down
i miss home then=[ andddddddd guam is pretty close!
near indonesia? i have cousins there but i don't know
who they are haha. i have more cousins in spain then i
do there though.
posted 2 week ago
Blue Ruin
Yeah, well, I have an obsessive personality. :) ADHD?
Do you have to take meds? One of my very, very closest
friends has ADHD, too. She's probably one of the most
hyperactive people I've ever met- I love her to death!
Lol, caffiene? Dopamine is a hormone, isn't it?
posted 2 week ago