i hate this feeling of being destined to fail. i hate this feeling of being to destined to fail. i hate this feeling. i try, i try so fucking hard, mommy. help me baby girl, help me baby girl. i know im subtle as a stinger, and smooth as sandpaper, but this is love. its heavy and it hurts and its love. help me, baby i know. help me baby, i know i know. im alone, but youre right there and youre reaching out your hand and im alone and i want to go home and i want to go home and i want to go home i hate this feeling of being destined to fail. baby i love you youre all that i got all that i got i love you baby youre all that i got in this world i love you baby im sorry im so sorry i love you baby lets get away im sorry baby lets go home i love you baby lets go home im so fucking sorry baby i know i know lets go home. i love you. i love you. i love you. youre all that i got.
i can choke down as many cigarettes as i want. hack my way through a pack or two. drink as much coffee as my belly and bladder can hold. i can stay up all night and work all day. i can fill my days with useless walking around in circles. at the end of it, my bed will still only be filled with one body. i miss her.
i am so far gone baby...lets get lit and lets get gone. we dont need any of this hype. we can do it our own way. it isnt broken anymore so slap a bandaid on and call it good. you colored in all of my frowns with bright and shiny markers. no more of that broken heart jag, no more sad songs. i love you. its 1217 and i love you like a madman loves to howl at the moon you are my unicorn, im never gonna settle for less. your the fire in my eyes and the blood in my veins. rainbows and horseshoes, your not real and i dont care. desperate. desperate in love. earnest in love. im a kid. and this kids in love with you. fantasy. im gonna spend the rest of my life with you. we can be two grown ass kids together, both amazed at the world and each other. im in love. im in love. ill kiss your pain away, and youll hold me untill mine doesnt matter. this is real. this is it. two young punks in love, ink on our arms scars on our hearts, and its ok, because we have each other.
softly burning, its always in the back of my mind. Have you ever been frightened of something because of how beautiful it is? Like, how could God allow that to walk the earth, how could God not keep that for Himself? An angel, pure and simple. I'm scared of you girl. You are so perfect. I need you like I need air, like I need the blood in my veins. You're a star, a planet, a universe. Celestial. You are almost untouchable. But I got to touch you. I can still feel the warmth of your skin, burning on my hands. I can still feel the trail of fire you left when your hands glided across my body. I thank god, for once in my miserable life, I thank god for you. it’s a candle, it’s a fire, its an inferno, it consumes me. I want you. I need you. I love you."
it feels like a huge chunk of you is gone, it feels like your heart is constantly in the back of your throat, its like the first thing you think of in the morning, and the last thing you think of at night. You're worried all the time, you wait eagerly for every and any chance of contact, verbal or written. You feel helpless and alone. Your hands shake. You drink too much coffee. You do everydamnthing you can think of to get your mind off of it for just a minute and it doesn’t work. It feels like your missing a limb, like you're blind in one eye. It hurts because there is nothing you can do about it. You're scared all the time. Things affect you more. You find yourself staring at a picture as if the people in it don't exist, because how could of that been then, when this is now? This pain? And the love that compels that? Its like a firebrand took place of your heart. As if you would die without that person. As if life was grey, and now its in Technicolor. Its like everything you’ve seen in movies, read in books, heard in songs, saw in paintings. You feel alive. Special. Wanted. Free. Like if that person asked you too, you would run run run. Really asked. Not just wished.
dollface
I love you so much, and Jacob you are everything to
me. No else is that in the entire world. It's just
you, and that makes you the most important guy. I love
you and I hope you love me too. kiss kiss > Love your
dollface.
posted Sep 26
Great Dizzy Dane Cook
word. love your life and never run. face shit head on.
only pussies run. i'm sure you have heard this before.
anyway mane, hope all is well. keep it real.
posted Mar 07
RANDOMCENTRAL :p
hey what cha up to?
posted Jan 19
Heel It Now, Dig?
Merry freaking late Christmas and New Year's, and all
that jazz.
posted Jan 11
Heel It Now, Dig?
HEY. Did the world spin so fast, you fell off? Ha,
ha. Just kidding. YES, Life is more important than
purevolume. Just checking up. Take it easy.
posted Nov 16
dollface
I love you.
posted Sep 22
kkie[beatdown]
that's mad tight (:
posted Sep 10
Heel It Now, Dig?
Oh, yeah! Cool.
posted Sep 08