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all that I've got.
Posted November 5 | Leave a Comment
Courtney is my best friend in the whole world. sure i have my boyfriend, & my other good friends, but Courtney is always there & always understands me & what i'm going through. she knows what's truely best for me & would never do anything to hurt me. we are honest with eachother & do everything we can to help eachother out. shes always been there to give me a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, & a place to call home. shes my best friend, my sister, my everything. courtney kathleen, ily. &hear… read more
i miss courtney@
Posted October 25 | Leave a Comment
i hope she gets ungrounded soon = / ♥ read more
HEYYYY WHERE DID EVERY BODY GO?!?!?!
Posted September 23 | Leave a Comment
COURTNEY MANDY RACHEAL OZZY DAVE AND EVERYONE ELSE GUILTY OF NOT UPDATING.. I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN ALL OF YOU! read more
allllrighty then...
Posted September 20 | Leave a Comment
So today was DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA! this stupid kid Tyler {that I've known since grade school} decided it would be funny to basically scream that my Mom is a Hooker on the bus today, so i got up & hit him. {lightly, not punching or slapping might I add}. So he decided to get off the bus & wait for me there. He then SLAPS me across the face!! OH EM GEE right?! So naturally, I was like Ow!.. I informed my boyfriend who instead of being a jerk guy & punching him & getting expelled from school cause… read more
Drunken Name
Posted September 15 | Leave a Comment
saw this on a friend's site.. Drunken Name = name typed with elbow... jessica rae =mjedsxsikcza rfZAed ...well, i at least got the spacing right... i think ♥ read more
new site
Posted September 12 | Leave a Comment
www.flickr.com/people.capsulize@feeling photography site. check it out. {only bummer is i can only upload so many pictures per month.. but eventually i'll get it} read more
the hardest part...
Posted September 10 | Leave a Comment
today i was cleaning my room. i went under the bed, pulled out the box. the one that was once filled with love. but now just painful memories of your beautiful lies. every word has cursed my heart. i read them all, put them in a pile. now they're shoved in my trash. i thought maybe the weight would disappear, or at least shift sides. but there's no difference, accpet my eyes are blurred again, like they have been so many times before. i dont know what to do. i dont know how im supposed to… read more
TAKE THIS TEST!!
Posted September 6 | Leave a Comment
$ The Basics $ Full name::jessica rae Home town::idk the town, but i was born on scott airforce base Birthday::march 13 * Appearance * Hair color::dark brown Eye color::hazel Height::5'2 Contacts or glasses::glasses Piercings::4 Do you wear any rings?::yep What shoes do you wear the most?:my new grey cumfy ones # Just Lately # How are you today?::fine What pants are you wearing?::tilt jeans with a hole in the knee What shirt are you wearing?::a grey tank What song are you listeni… read more
so...
Posted September 3 | Leave a Comment
i hung out with courtney & dave today. it was fun. it was way too fast. i already miss her. & we only just dropped her off. of course im crying. read more
i can't wait for tomorrow
Posted September 2 | Leave a Comment
I'm finally going to see Courtney! She's coming over tommorrow at like 10. I hope we have more fun then ever. Hopefully everything will work out, we're going to try and see dave too. I've missed her so much! then we're taking her home around 5 so she can go eat dinner with another friend. but I just know it's all going to go by too fast. I'm going to try my hardest to make the best of every moment. ♥ read more
here we go...
Posted August 31 | Leave a Comment
The runway was Amazing! i had so much fun. Our teacher said it one one of her best shows in 12 years. im really happy with things right now. *im falling hard. ♥ read more
WISH ME LUCK!
Posted August 25 | Leave a Comment
Tomorrow is my 1st runway fashion show EVER!! please cross your fingers for me!!!!! im so excited & SO nervous!!! xxxxx♥xxx rae p.s. ill try to get some good pictures from it to post up! read more
I WANT A SIGN =0
Posted August 24 | Leave a Comment
somebody, if you really ♥ me puh-lease make me a sign! lol i havent had one since the xanga days & quite frankly thats been like forever plus 2 years! itd make my day & i would totally make you one in return!! so today everything turned right side up again! & i wrote some new lyrics. i think im gunna write the music on the piano this time... thats a thought hehe. i ♥ him. he actually CARES. omfgnoway. uh yes way, ha why was i just talking like 2 ppl? idk but yeh i cant wait to… read more
1st day
Posted August 23 | Leave a Comment
so i started my junior year today. hated every minute of it pretty mostly. very few people made me genuinely smile today. the rest of the people, i pretty much hate. this is supposed to be the best year of high school. things better get easier then this. xrae read more
