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VISIONS.OF.LOVE
Tyson
Dresden, ON
volcomet19
Gilbert, AZ
XKevinX
Salt Lake City, UT
Peter | Bursting Veins
Stockholm, Sweden
KRISTA
Confidence with a small taste of cockiness+straight pearly whites+good sense of style+play fighting and wrestling+when someone remembers the little details, it really shows they care+ getting good advice+rasberry tea+when new songs finish downloading on my emule, so I can replay them over and over.. then get sick of them after a couple of hours+my ripped af jeans+Snowmobiling+my mocha, vanilla banana split+Hooka Bars+feeling protected+When I'm called beautiful, rather than "hott"+Dr. Pepper+The ocean+Starbucks+going and doing spontenous things..with a spontaneous guy+crazy eye makeup+waking up early and realizing it's Saturday. Wow best feeling ever. :) Taking Naps+when my room is clean+Knowing I'm loved and cared about+having exact change+lip/eyebrow peircings+Angelina Jolie+Playing hard to get+Sand Volleyball+My parents..they've made me who I am today+Concerts/ local shows/underground music/gigs/ acoustic/crowd surfing+a guy that likes to shop and has a fashion sense+driving around with the stereo blaring+waking up to someone you love..aww+camping+A good kisser+Personal display of affection+Jesus+a guy that can dance (b-boy especially)+laughing until my cheeks ache+the little things people do+Scary movies+getting unexpected visits and surprises+sleeping in+down comforters+skinny dipping+cuddling and spooning!+WATER-I'm almost always drinking it+Walking in the snow+massages+competition+hipbones and V-lines+model mayhem+project runway+travelling+a challenge+
P. Freaking S. Before you add me, have the common knowledge of uploading a pic. I know looks shouldn't matter but it's nice to connect a page with a face. Only talk to me if you actually know what you're talking about and have some sort of knowledge and common sense. Make sure you're worth my time before you open your mouth.
atelophobia: a fear of imperfection♥
December 12, 2006
Twenty years ago yesterday, a little girl was born. Raven black hair with green eyes. She could barely pronounce her name..'istuh' ha. SO...yesterday was my birthday. And it was the best ever, I'd have to say. It started perfectly and ended perfectly. It all started with a 12AM phone call from sar sar wishing me a Happy Birthday, and from that point on, my day was nothing less than perfect! Thank you SARAH, GABBY, KALLI, JOSH, and BRI for making my day, I had the best time and my presents couldn't have been better. The roses were simply stunning, what a surprise<333 and of course the jewelry and the tickets! I've got everything I wished for and so much more. It was AMAZINGGG. People are amazinggg. I love everyone. ha.
Yesterday evening.. we all went to GoJo's for dinner.. I'm still extremely full...and its official, I can't use chopsticks for the life of me. haha it happens right? Then partied till like 4 in the morning. insane much? From crowd surfing, chug chugg chugggin it down, playing 'footsie' with the waiter, losing one of my earrings =[[[ to trying to imitate 'snap yo fanghuz' haha. fun times. I still feel the excitement from last night. it's def. a good feelinggg. I get my apartment after Christmas, whoo hoo... I'll have to work like there's no tomorrow for a couple of weeks, but hey I'm not complaining! THANK YOU EVERYONE for EVERYTHING, you know who you are.
holler!
Krista xo.
Current mood: unsure, but happy.
My old post was collecting dust . . .
As some of you may have known. I just got back last week Monday from a wicked awesome trip with my aunt and cousins to Colorado.
Wow I don't even know where to begin..that week/weekend has honestly been the best time ever for me. I had so much fun with the most AMAZING people. And especially one amazing person. <3 I have no regrets, and wouldn't do ANYTHING differently. I couldn't have asked for more, or for everything to turn out any more perfect then it did. I have to say though, I miss them very very much, and it was one of the hardest things I've had to do...saying goodbye. Man.. I'd give anything to have it all back. I think this song definitley fits how I'm feeling and not to mention a pretty rad song.. I'm just so happy that I've experienced what I have, because a lot of people never get the feeling, chance, luck or oppurtunity.
I havent felt the way I feel today
In so long it's hard for me to specify
Im beginning to notice how much this feels
Like a waking limb pins and needles
Nice to know you. Goodbye. . .
So could it be that it has been there
All along?
. . .And in this moment, I'm happy. . .
I love Quesidillas from the food court at the mall
Almost getting thrown off the balcony
Baby mullets on baby white trash kiddies
My green pencil with the fuzz at the top
The fact that someone put on 2 different shoes
...and didn't realize it.
The intensity in coloradoooo.
Being in colorado, period.
--Amazing, isn't it?
It all comes down to this.
You know...
it is really not like me AT ALL, to sit here and vent over the INTERNET about my feelings and what personal things are going on in my life. But tonight I said fuck it, and I feel like getting it out somewhere, so why not on here? No one really reads my blogs anyway so technically I am pretty safe- and I am writing this for me, not for 3053 people to read it. But if they do, whatever fuck it. I guess it's "deep" and let's everyone know how I feel.
Yah so, I need someone to talk to...
Not someone that just wants to hook up, not someone that thinks they're good at giving advice but couldn't give a shit, someone that actually cares. Which is, very rare..and I don't even know why I requested that. Since, no one like that even seems to EXIST.
I just dont believe the disrespect one person can take. I feel extremely taken advantage of, and 2 inches tall. You know, it's funny how you can get to know someone so much, it's scary. You know their every move and word and feel completely comfortable around them to the point where you can wear, say, do, act, anyway you want..and you know they will love you and accept you for who you are. Because once you fall in love, they are perfect to you. Sappy, corny, retarded, call it what you want..but you know it's true.
All I know is, that feeling was ruined completely that night, and will never return again. It's crazy how much I actually TOOK and put up with. I feel as if I abandoned myself, and wasn't strong enough to not put up with it. But then I think, I couldn't have defended myself, because it was TOO strong and he had MORE of the upper hand. It was almost as if a lion was attacking a baby...fawn? haha...that is my metaphor. It's almost impossible to try and compromise and make good with a complete physco. That night was VERY foreign to me, and I hope and pray that I will never be put in the same situation again. I cannot believe that I had to be a victim of such a maniac, when I did nothing at all. The words are forever carved in my memory, the forcefulness and controlling voice will forever haunt my past. I can only become stronger from what had happen, and all it really comes down to.. is FUCKKK him.
If you don't know me and read this, get to know me.
Explore. Dream. Discover.
"People demand freedom of speech to make up for the freedom of thought they lack"
Since I've gotten a better outlook on life..let's take my emotional blog of death off the face of my profile, shall we? So, as everyone knows..I've been into quite an interesting accident awhile back. Interesting because unlike other accidents I've experienced in life, this one actually gave me the chance to look back and see where my life is headed. I realized that life is too short to waste time worrying about what other people think of you. They usually fell the urge to hate somebody because they're jealous of them. Just think about it for a minute, you create that much impact in their lives and you're constantly in their mind. So I've accumulated a couple of adventures and goals I'd like to accomplish before I leave the face of this planet. Read it, dream it, love it. This will be up for a limited time only so spread the word. Enjoy.
::To be able to finish college and go on to a decent career--almost there::
::Get to meet every single band I have on here as a favourite--working on it::
::To have my parents proud of something major I've accomplished--no comment::
::Go on American Idol and bash Simon Cowell in the face just for fun--can't wait::
::Travel all over the world with the luxury of knowing I won't get lost--it could happen::
Simple yet confusing.
Just like the ocean needs the waves. . .
Alright, what am I doing? Why do I continue to take someones shit, when I have no reason to? It's like..why bother? Why take the time and make things right? I definitely dont deserve it.. and I shouldn't let someone just walk all over me, and make me feel stupid. Relationships aren't supposed to feel like this.. and if things don't start to change, I'm washing my hands of it. There's no point in forcing something to work...when it's not there.
I dont have a second best.
Am I alone in this?
never a night where I can sleep myself till day
we must try to figure it out, figure it out
it won't be that easy
we lost it somehow
you come over unannounced
silence broken by your voice in the dark
I need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the waves
--If you love something, give it away. If it comes back to you, it's yours forever. If it doesn't, it wasn't yours to begin with. . .
eagleflyinby3
Holy, you must be a model. You are out of your mind
good looking, but hey I don\'t a pic of myself so
sorry. Anyways it doesn\'t matter I\'m good looking
myself. Yeah, you\'re hot and please keep it that way!
Peace
posted Feb 15
mikeb3376
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posted Jan 23
havalajava04
hey you! its been almost a year...how are you?
posted Jan 07
northhighgirl
i so envy u right know ur so pretty do u model?
posted Dec 30
The Vandon Army
The
Vandon Arms love you... Gross, huh?!
posted Nov 20
:)
posted Sep 29
Daphne_Descends
So, what\'s the story morning glory?
posted Jul 23
JIMBO JONES
hey hows it going?
posted Jul 07