confused

Posted May 17, 2007

I am so confused!!! Love sucks because you never realy know what your getting your self in to. One min. you can be realy happy but then in one instant one second it could all come carshing down on you, one word could make you break down but you could also be fine and happy just as quick it's all just one big emotional rollercoaster!! I have a hudge problem and I don't know what to do!! There are two boys who I have fallen for one i've known for a long time and used to be real close to but we are slowly growing apart because he had to move. The other knows just how to make me smile and I've liked him for a while to but sometimes I feel like he would be the type to just want a physical relationship and I would want some I could truly say loved me befor I did anything like that. But then again they are both guys and that is pretty much the #1 thing on their minds now is'nt it Idont know what to do and all of my friends keep telling me differnt things!! lol some 1 tell me somethin that would help me out!! :)