im savanna. im 16 years of age. i live in wht seems to be a boring place unless you know certain people. i dnt get along with anyone in my family except my cousin joe, my sister val, and my cousin lauren. i dnt think im pretty but thts just me. im bisexual and taken. im no longer looking for a girl or boy who likes me for me. who will think im beautiful when i wake up in the morning with my massive curls and no make up. who will stay true to me when people start spreading rumors. who will not be afraid to say they love me. im not afraid to be open with who i am. i like having the rule "if you dnt have anything nice to say then dnt say anything" even though i dnt follow it sometimes. once youre on my bad side you will have a hard time getting off. you have a better chance of just not talking to me for a while and hoping i forget. i like meeting nice people. i can be shallow. i recently figured out tht pretty people are actually nice and its the fat ones who are bitches. i like being spontaneous and random and bold and loud. but i also like having intellectual conversations, talking about ways to help the enviornment, and doing math for fun. im 5'4" and i weigh like 125 yet ppl think im fatty. i had a hard time growing up because i had gender identity issues. i used to shave my head once a month and dress like a boy. i used to be completely ugly and im just coming out of that. i had purple hair but i wanted brown so i ended up with blonde and white. im going back to platinum and purple. i attract mean boys and stupid girls. i want someone who is nice and smart. i think that's asking too much. my friends say i have low standards. i don't think highly of myself but im still told that the time will come when i fall off my high horse. that hurts me because i never think im better than anyone. im putting up my old crush tag so that you can see what people have in fact said to me. then you can see what i deal with on a daily basis. if you read this thank you. feel free to request me and chat me up. im open for most topics
http://www.thiscrush.com/tag.php?id=vannavanity&page=1
^^give me some support?
heyheyhey. its christmas time. im pretty excited. christmas might suck as far as gifts this year but atleast i have a family to spend it with. and i have a roof over my head. some kids i know cant say that. the main message here is be thankful for what you have and dont be greedy. maybe you should show your thanks by volunteering. i know i am. =]
sometimes i feel pretty worthless. its like all these kids like the idea of being my friend just because they'll meet other people that way. im tired of being used by people. and im tired of getting hurt. people that enjoy hurting me are basically succeeding and iim deff. not looking forward to this summer. my friends are going away on vacation and i don't have money to do the same. last year summer was horrible. everywhere i went someone had something to say. i went through a lot this year and all i want is a break. a clean slate. maybe moving will be a good thing for me. right now im on the verge of a complete meltdown. i just need someone to tell me that they love me and mean it.
martin
hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock
band called "At Breakfast
http://www.purevolume.com/atbreakfast
good luck
posted Jun 02
tragic_evy
haha. i found my passwordddddddddddddddd
posted Jan 15
jantoy
i love u babE!!!
posted Dec 16
XxSk8rboiiChrisxX
not much jus gettin ready 4 a show
posted Oct 31
XxSk8rboiiChrisxX
happy b day
posted Oct 29
Dani. ™
i've lost trust in soooo many people,because they have
all turned their backs on me,and i just have always had
a hard time trusting people. they have lost my trust
in them. and now i can only trust a selected,very
small,selected few. aha,:P so how's your summer
going? rofl.
posted Jul 06
Seven*
i want 2 be ur prince coz im inluv w/ u!
posted Jun 18
[[DELETING MY PV SOON. HIT ME …
yeah. i got it this time... :] haha.
posted Jun 15