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Age:  24

Location:  Tartu, Estonia

Joined On:  Sep 05, 2006

 
 
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September 6

Okei lets get it started !

My first time here and actually the very first time of writing my own blog. Heh, wth it means anyway? All i know is that i am writing something down and right now you are reading it. Okei, well to be more precise then it's about getting my writings to the public in any time i want, but still in organized ways, like sorted by date aso.

Okei, enough of readings you already know. I am honestly asking why i am here? Wth i am here? Here! In here! Here in purevolume space! Ok, that's a tricky part, if i am honest with you... ok but if i am not honest to myself then i would say that i just needed little change in my virtual life. Gosh i hate this two words - virtual life. I really really need to get out of it - virtual life. Yes you guessed it right. But why would i want to do that? To get out of it? Strange isn't it ? Tell me about it! Well anyway,.. here it is and there it came - the thought! But no problem it is just a thought and i could go until morning to figure those ideas out... or then again - not.

If u have made it so far and not in complete disorder then i would recommend you to stop reading from this point because next lines will make your attitude very very, very very different in the ratio of me.

All right, you are still reading. Well go ahead i won't warn you anymore.

Therefore it begins like that :" Stop screaming at my ears! " I thought that what? And then again: "Stop screaming AT MY EARS! " Okei, then i thought that i am completely turned out of my mind. But after that whim it, well IT whispered to me in a cold and calm tone:" Are you deaf? " Afterwards i woke up in my bed - in late night. I was thinking about my dream. Was it dream or was it my own illusion. U may wonder what's the difference between dream and illusion. Well, actually i dont know. Because both can't be proved to others, isn't it ? I mean am i wrong? Well if few believe in dreams then i can't realize why it can't be done with illusions as well. Ok, one way or another it doesn't really matter which of them i experienced. Some wise man once said that what matters most is the time being, an actual moment not the past. Past has it's own necessities and tendencies but it's not very relevant in current time. But there i was alone in the dark and wondered what the heck just happened? After catching few conception of thoughts again i was getting calmer and eventually remained in sleep.

There it was, believe it or not. But i just made an automated writing. I didn't really thought what to write i just wrote whichever came into my head. And put it right down. Of course it wasn't one hundred percent true automated writing because it would have been total mess, but i would say 75 % of it was thoughtlessly, mmm thought (?) which i haven't prepeared in any ways. There you go, tell me i am mindless but automated writing is somewhat good, relaxing maybe. You never know if u have not tryed it.

Next time maybe other thoughts!

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