Yeah, so I'm fifteen, live in the acreage (pretty much the middle of nowhere). I live in florida but anyone here can tell you its not all theme parks and beaches. I'm a christian so God is definately one of the most important things in my life. I love my church (Christ Fellowship). I wish I could live there. I enjoy talking especially good converstations about important things, not just some random babble about the most random thing. I'm actually pretty random myself but my life is completely changing every day. I wish I could say I have a lot of good friends but I don't want to lie to myself. I've recently learned people will stab you in the back and twist the sword around until you've got nothing. People are jerks, don't trust them. End of story. I love music, its really important to me. I like good music although most people think its not. Its not devil worshiping music, and its not pathetic Christian music either, not that Christian music is pathetic. I like a nice blend of screamo/emo/post-hardcore. Most people think its just someone screaming into a microphone, but its not. The screaming really just adds a wider variety to the vocals mixing power with the softeness and sadness of the singing. Usually my music has to have decent musicians. My favorite band is Underoath, they do some good stuff. I like reading alot, I read all the time but there is never enough time to read. A good author I like is Dean Koontz. I also like the Left Behind series. My favorite series would have to be Harry Potter, as geeky as it sounds she really captures the reader and holds on to them. The next favorite series is called "The Sword Of Truth" its a really good, decently intelligent series. Kind of long with pretty large books however. Back to music, I like a blend of things. The screaming is great and all, but I don't go out looking for it. I like a large variety of music, though most people don't know that. I listen to classical stuff alot. The postal serivce is a pretty good band. This composer Clint Mansell is good also, though one of my supossed friends may get mad at me for saying that. I've learned that people are greedy selfish things. Don't get too attached to them. This is really long and boring I know but I have nothing better to do at the moment (considering the fact I'm leaving for school in about ten minutes). I'm pretty smart, though most people who say they know me will tell you otherwise. I like to argue alot which I guess gets on peoples nerves so I'm trying to stop. I eat a lot. Food is great. Potatoes are the best. I want to get to know you. I like people and I hate people, but I like them more. I'd love to talk to you, especially if your still reading this. Just add me as a friend and I'll probably give you my AIM. Thats all.
Well today is the day
Its about time
That I will say
I'm coming back
I'm coming back
You've been so far away
But it turns out
I've been pushing
So hard I can't breath
It's time to shout
For far to long I've been choking
On Death
And knives at me
Have been stabbing
Stabbing my wrists and throat
Oh, throw me a boat
Rescue me
From this insanity
Oh
Rescue me
From this insanity
Bring me hapiness
Bring me bliss
I'm sick of living
In this death
In this lonliness
Oh, please bring me breathe
I'm going to let it all go
Let it slip
Not much to offer
But its the change I need so
I'm letting it slip
Rescue me
From this insanity
Oh
Rescue me
From this insanity
Bring me happiness
Bring me bliss
Well the day has come
For me to say good-bye
To this life
Here I am
Here I am
One more day
a few more pointelss hours
of life doing nothing
nothing to honor the King
we live to die
what else to do?
if we live not to honor the King
we leave our friends lost
unsaved and alone
we leave our friends lost
when they have no home
no refuge
from the sin of this world
there left to burn
in the lake of despair
its not fair
they need help and where are we?
indulging in the sinful nature of he
he who kills
with lie and deceit
why arn't we growing closer to the king?
make your move
further the body
do something besides sinning and lying
seek the King
love on his love and soar on his wings
oh seek the King
this life sucks
its slipping away
while death's tightening its grip
Is it really that bad...
too lose the one thing I hate?
just let it slip away
just let it slip away
cut my wrists my dear
its so easy to die
when all life does is make me cry
I'm hatting it it's time to let it slip
oh my dear I'm letting it slip
but oh wait there is something else there
the one thing holding me back from sure death
this one thing that keeps me from being scared
this love i'm feeling
oh how great
when I dance with death it pulls me away
i cant die yet
a few more things to do
my dear, my dear a few more things to do
this love is amazing
its so divine
my dear, its so great it shouldn't be mine
life sucks so bad
that surely
without this love, I would be dead
but death can no longer tighten its grip
I will die only to live
oh yes my dear I will die only to live
<3
....syd has my bike....
LOL You commented me that & it went into it twice. Good
ol\' fashion irony. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I gotta black 8
gig iPod with my name on the back & The Wall on DVD. It
came with a poster of the original one they had at the
movie theaters.
posted Dec 25
....syd has my bike....
I officially have a new favorite song. Pigs [Three
Different Kinds]Here\'s the lyrics!Big man, pig man, ha
ha charade you are. You well heeled big wheel, ha ha
charade you are. And when your hand is on your heart,
you\'re nearly a good laugh, almost a joker, with
your head down in the pig bin, saying, \" Keep on
digging\", pig stain on your fat chin. What do you
hope to find, when you\'re down in the pig mine?
You\'re nearly a laugh, you\'re nearly a laugh, but
you\'re really a cry. Bus stop rat bag, ha ha charade
you are. You ****ed up old hag, ha ha charade you are.
You radiate cold shafts of broken glass. You\'re
nearly a good laugh, almost worth a quick grin. You
like the feel of steel, you\'re hot stuff with a hat
pin, and good fun with a hand gun. You\'re nearly a
laugh, you\'re nearly a laugh, but you\'re really a
cry. Hey you, Whitehouse, ha ha charade you are. You
house proud town mouse, ha ha charade you are. You\'re
trying to keep our feelings off the street, you\'re
nearly a real treat, all tight lips and cold feet, and
do you feel abused? You gotta stem the evil tide,
and keep it all on the inside. Mary, you\'re nearly a
treat, Mary, you\'re nearly a treat, but you\'re
really a cry.
posted Dec 24
....syd has my bike....
I officially have a new favorite song. Pigs [Three
Different Kinds]Here\'s the lyrics!Big man, pig man, ha
ha charade you are. You well heeled big wheel, ha ha
charade you are. And when your hand is on your heart,
you\'re nearly a good laugh, almost a joker, with
your head down in the pig bin, saying, \" Keep on
digging\", pig stain on your fat chin. What do you
hope to find, when you\'re down in the pig mine?
You\'re nearly a laugh, you\'re nearly a laugh, but
you\'re really a cry. Bus stop rat bag, ha ha charade
you are. You ****ed up old hag, ha ha charade you are.
You radiate cold shafts of broken glass. You\'re
nearly a good laugh, almost worth a quick grin. You
like the feel of steel, you\'re hot stuff with a hat
pin, and good fun with a hand gun. You\'re nearly a
laugh, you\'re nearly a laugh, but you\'re really a
cry. Hey you, Whitehouse, ha ha charade you are. You
house proud town mouse, ha ha charade you are. You\'re
trying to keep our feelings off the street, you\'re
nearly a real treat, all tight lips and cold feet, and
do you feel abused? You gotta stem the evil tide,
and keep it all on the inside. Mary, you\'re nearly a
treat, Mary, you\'re nearly a treat, but you\'re
really a cry.
posted Dec 24
....syd has my bike....
Either that or a video. I dunno yet. I wanted the red
one, but it only came in 1000.
posted Dec 24
....syd has my bike....
Merry Christmas Eve! I get my new iPod tomorrow! Wooo.
posted Dec 24
....syd has my bike....
Conspiparcy? You just really can\'t spell, can you?
posted Dec 24
....syd has my bike....
consPIRATCY? I didn\'t know that the government was
full of pirates. Argh, me congressmen.
posted Dec 23
....syd has my bike....
Yea, well you\'re right times the swirly i. I win.
posted Dec 23