eh.

Posted April 23, 2009

 when best friends....arent.

i can't stand all the little secrets you guys have now.

but i won't say anything, cuz i know it's done.

the cutesy pictures taken in the bathroom.

remind me of whats gone

that used to be me. posing next to you, happy for that moment.

you would let me come over

when i was having problems.

and sleep next to you.

i think i piled too much pain on you.

that's why this is happening.

you said you'd never leave me.

not like they did.

but there you go.

unreachable.

you were that breath of fresh air

i thought i needed.

but you were just as bad for me

as they were.

just as bad as air bubbles in an i.v.

or cigarette smoke in my lungs.