Actually, it's joie.
blow pops, coffee,poptarts and green tea;
all i need.
laughing required.
ofcourse i work.
i write.
i sing. i dance.i smile.
in all honesty,I know almost as much about myself as
you do.
[:
haha.
homework is fucking gay.
..
and no,im not
venting because i cant do it.
i can do it.
i just dont want to.
because im a lazy ass.
and would rather go to shows
then actually go somewhere in life.
and another thing,
dont call it FUCKING HONORS CLASSES
if it's easier than the normal ones.
..i can do my homework
[when i feel like it]
and yet, i cant do
a friends who's probably actually learning something
instead of sitting in honors world civ
starring at the wall
going
"durdurdurr..i've learned that already.."
..
>.<
wtf. people.
asjhfsh
this site sucks when it comes to
actually talking to people.
mhum.
:/
i think im too friendly to have a profile
on here .
..will that fact make me delete this thing..y?
no.
but thats beside the point..
and remember.
im rambling.
so stop paying attention..
..
.....
now.
: ]
Ello there.
so much for me
being at a loss for words?
But to Someone.
i suppose,
i'll probably never have the right words.
i just hope that maybe
you'll understand.
[something i've learned]
people who think of things as if they
already know ,
really know nothing at all.
And others with openminds
obtain anything they wish,
because they know it takes time.
im aware.
who i am
Makes me what i am.
i'll admit i havent the slightest clue
of either,when it comes
to myself.
but
i know there is a difference.
im openminded.
my favorite color's green.
helping someone is always easier than
you think it is.
i know how to spend my time.
Im honest.
and if honesty isnt called for,
then im quiet.
I like when people tell
me stories.
especially at night,
because im not a very good sleeper.
i wake up randomly alot.
And if i have bad dreams,i'll go outside in my pj's
and look at the stars
for awhile.
im convinced that difference
keeps everything sincere in life.
music.writing.photography.Art
im expressive.
I learn.
From you.
From your expectations and deprivations.
Your outlooks and opinions.
why you live.
why you become enveloped in pain
weakness.
strength.
what makes you feel?
i observe alot.
i dont regret.
i ask questions
:/
because im too curious for
my own good?
yeah.
And trusting anyone is hard.
but for what its worth,im trying to find
a place in the world.
-keyw o r d-
t r y i n g
im new at it.
:]
hmm.
Say hi..
you'll make me smile.
:]
.AIM.shexbreaksthings
.
Oh.
by the way;
The end.
Well now.
i could..
[quite] possibly
be delousional.
because im fighting with the four hours of sleep
i got lastnight.
But im starting
very slowly to see things.
Real things.
things that matter and things that could change me.
honestly,
im afraid.
but it's not like that's ever stopped me before.
Im starting to see the slightly unperfect mold
which everyone seems to adapt to and personalizes.
It's a mold none the less.
and i've found that
to be placed inside someone elses mold
would simply be to sell myself
short.
Yeah,it's the music.
Yeah,it's easy.
its so much easier to fall into a genre
and it's easier for everyone else to just place you
somewhere,and then forget about you.
rule you out or want everything to do with you
because you're one of them.
Well
im not one of them.
and im not sorry anymore
eventhough i dont regret that i was.
i was so sorry for a long time.
i was self destructive for such a long time
and i'll never forget what i put myself through
because i needed it.
i needed my own pity,
i suppose
and as bad as this sounds,
im still learning how to live
like a normal human being.
im still learning period.
and as much as i feel clueless
because i sware to god,everything around me
is evolving.
i know that it's Not everything else.
it's me.
And its time for a change,anyway.
The only apparent difference so far
is that im taking time.
im looking and im coming up with my
own opinions.
im creating my own way of life.
And im thinking there's so much more
than whats already here.
Joe
Hey! My name is Joe, whats up? How are you doin?
posted Jun 11
gumbyrocks
Happy Christmas too you too
posted Dec 26
gumbyrocks
yea i do sorta want someone, but i dont see that
happened w/e. you need to vitit.. brind MD with you =p
and i am happy.. most/sone of the time
posted Dec 20
gumbyrocks
yea.. im kinda stuck in a no relationship period =\\. i
dont get your either =p jk. ew i just said
jk... yea... i never get myself.. i kinda like it
sometimes.. makes things unpredictable
posted Dec 18
gumbyrocks
well im good, might be going to a private school... no
uniforms.. i dunno... who is this boyyyy????
posted Dec 15
gumbyrocks
JOEY/JOIE.. i dunno... HOW ARE YOU? I MISS YOU... =D
posted Dec 14
stephen_is_a_punk_rocker
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posted Nov 26