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dying inside
I've become lost in a world that seems unreal to me
Feel I'm losing my mind 'cause the devil's deceiving me
I feel like all my enemies are trying to get rid of me
Maybe I'm in the abyss cos life's not forgiven me
Left here in my hole, I'm not a force to be reckoned with
The talk that I'd succeed is no more, now it's just a myth
Alone in this cave, still enslaved, shadow of myself
Something in my mind's making me anticipate death
Who then can be bothered to save me from my wretchedness
Free me from my chains of my sins, and then make me blessed
Life for me's a dark dream, a nightmare, I'm such a mess
Faith in myself dies by the second, getting less
Heaven's like a wall, no way in, help me find a way
Lacking in my soul the real food, haven't prayed for days
Laying in my cave, dead inside, withering away
Watching as my hopes and my dreams slowly fade away
fading
wrote this real quick.
FADING
Don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
I know i'll be here tomorrow if not today
Don't come look for me
I don't know where i'll be
But I know it's dark and I'll watch the sun run away from me
My own whisper haunts me
My own soul abandoned me
Now I feel like there is nothing here that's left for me
No one can save me
Just take me away from me
I now have awoken outside of what provides my pain to burn inside of me
Watch the time move slow
Theres no place left to go
Watch my fires fade
Watch my desires fade
